Great Shan, You Had To go bump in to Someone didnt you wait, your still on the floor maybe i should get up..
'Oh hey sorry about that wasnt watching where i was going, here let me help you up' he said
'no it was so my fault i was the one running i bumped in to you'
at this point i was still looking down
'im dan by the way may i ask how you are?'
'Shanice, but i prefer Shan'
Wait Dan, The eyes,the way he speak and hes wearing what dan from GMD3 was wearing before, wait no. it cant can it?
'Anyway i better be off gotta get home' that wasnt lie i do before my step dad kills...
and with that i ran off again,leaving him just stood there..
as i got home my step dad as drunk as normal..if he wasnt drunk he was working if he wasnt working he was drunk..
'where have you been' he took a good hold of my wrist
'I SAID WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN' getting hold of my wrist even more
'Out to get milk' shit i forgot the milk.
'where is it then?'
'erm err i drunk it on the way home'
'DONT LIE TO ME' thats when he did it, chucked me at the wall and hit me again.. yes i say again its happened before.
with that i ran off upstairs to twitter when the people i talked to actually cared, i never met them but Dannii and Katie where just lovely
After about an hour of talking to them on Twitter via Dm's wasnt gonna just tweet about it all was i
its not the first time hes hit me but this time it was worst he left marks this time.. thats it ive had enough im running away..
after waiting for my step dad to crash out in a drunken state i ran out the door and never looked back.. sure i was only 17 nearly 18 but i cant keep living like i was it was just to much i need my mum back not only that i need someone to look after me..
After running or walking for what felt forever i come to the little park that i used to come to when i was 4 or 5 thats when my mum was still here, i sat on a bench and just cried and then i heard footsteps did i meant it was throwing it down with rain and i was soaking wet? the footsteps got closer and closer i didnt move, i had no engry in me to move and nothing can be worst then being hit most days right...
'hey, what you doing he all alone in the rain' a voice said the same voice that makes me smile on videos and the same video from the person i bumped in to before.
he come closer to me
'so you gonna answer me or?'
'i ran away' i said in barely a whisper i dont think he even heard really..
'what? i didnt hear' thats when he sat down next to me..
' i ran away' i said again..
he noticed i was soaking wet and freezing and put an arm round me.
'why you run away?, what your the girl i bumped into before, whats up? what happened to your cheek?'
wow that was alot of questions, but i guess he was the only person i could speak to should i tell him?..
*thats it for tonight, might write some more on my phone tomorrow during college :)*
