I'll Find The Words To Say, Before You Leave Me Today.

Chapter 7

Hy guyyssss! Sooo. I have a freakin requesst. (: I need an illustration for the cover, so if you guys would be OHSO nice and make me onee I'll give you a shoutout. k? :D KEEP READING MY LITTLE MAHOMIES AND DIRECTIONERS<3<3 PS depending on how this story goes, i might make a one direction fanfiction. :) <3

~Megan<3

Nialls POV

“I’m so sorry,” Zayn whispered.

“Zayn it’s fine, we’ve already forgiven you.” Harry told him sympathetically.

“NO! She’s my girl! I’m her boy! She didn’t deserve what I said to her! I just wanted it to go back to normal, but now I know that I never want it to. I loved having her around; I loved all the pranks she played on us. I loved her idiotic love for those stupid oatmeal crème pies that she leaves the wrappers of everywhere. I love her! She’s our sunshine, and you can’t live without sunshine. WE can’t live without OUR sunshine! She’s our sister, our best friend! For all we know she could have been stabbed in an alleyway and it’s my entire fault because I’m the one that made her run away in the first place! It’s all because of ME!” He yelled, and then went back to his bunk. That was a week ago, he hasn’t come out since.

It’s been three months since Megan left. We’ve searched for her everywhere, I feel like an idiot because I never got her twitter. I also wish we kind of gave out the information about her staying with us, cause then we could see if our fans have seen her- THAT’S IT.

I jumped up out of my chair on the tour bus. Oh right, we had to postpone the search cause we went on the Up All Night Tour. We spend all of our free time thinking of ways to find her. Zayn has really been beating himself up about it all. He’s lost so much weight since the accident, it’s unhealthy. That’s why we need to find her, soon. We’ve forgiven him, because it’s not like he meant to make her leave. We all know he gets very…jealous when he’s drunk.

“THAT’S IT!” I screamed.

“What?!” Liam, and Zayn ran in.

“I know a way we can find her,” I smiled excitedly, time to get rid of the rain and bring our sunshine back.

Megan POV

I’ve spent a month with Austin (I learned his name was Austin Mahone) so far, I have learned that he is a really good singer, and he plays guitar too! He sings a lot of One Direction, but I have yet to figure out who they are. They sound familiar. He also loves Justin Bieber. I don’t blame him, that boy can sing. I also found out that I can also sing. Well, I knew I could sing, but I haven’t done it since my parents died. I try not to think about singing, because that’s what we always did together after dinner. Austin and I post videos of him singing on YouTube, I don’t sing with him. He’s the one who deserves the fame. He’s a hundred times better singer than I am. He actually recently got a request for him to open up for some new UK band named One Direction. Austin was surprised I had never heard of them since I am British. I really don’t know if I have heard of them, since I can’t remember anything after my parents’ crash.

Austin has been really sweet to me the past month. His mom is amazing, she treats me like family, which couldn’t hurt since I don’t have one. Well, I don’t think I do. Ever since I woke up in the hospital I feel like there’s something I need to do, but I can’t figure out what. Austin has been trying to help me remember everything, but nothing is working. He even took me to the place where we met. According to him, we met when I ran into him on the sidewalk, I was crying and then I tried to run away but I got hit by a car and ended up in the hospital for four months. He stayed with me the whole time. I really do like Austin, maybe more than a friend. But I have too much to think about before I get into a relationship. I know something had to have happened, because my mom and dad passed in January, and it is July now. For all I know, I could have a boyfriend and a family! But I won’t ever know, I mean no one is looking for me that I know of. I don’t even remember getting a red wig either!!  But I still wear it every day, just in case it was something I was doing for my safety. I really need to remember because I’m really getting impatient here.  He keeps on singing this beautiful song by One Direction. The song is called Moments, and it’s so beautiful. For some reason, it pulls strings in my heart. Like it means something special, but I just can’t put my finger on it.