yo whaddaaaaapp. Sooo, today is suicide awareness day. And it's also a very sad day, because a boy that lives in my city comitted suicide last night. Because he got harassed. A guy at my school told him he hated him right before he killed himself. I didn't know either of them, but a friend of mine told me that the only reason he got harassed was because of the way he dressed. So guys, i know i am a victim of being mean. God knows I am. But please, don't judge people by the way they dress. Because if you do, the guilt will be on you about what you did for the rest of your life. So thank you. GOD BLESS YOU AND YOUR PIES<3 (;
OH BY DA WAY YAALLLL. I just found these new songs, but justin bieber. I'm not normally a fan, but these songs are AAAMAAAZZINNNGG.
-Believe
-Thought Of You
-Be Alright
LOVE DEEMM SAWNNGS<3 (; ok so heres the chapterrr.
~Megaaaannnnnn<3
I run, no I don’t run, I sprint up to the stage. Narrowly missing the bodyguards hands reaching out for me.
“MEGAN STOP!” Austin and Robert yell. I jump on the stage and grab the microphone that one of the boys dropped. I close my eyes and I start singing with all I have in me.
“There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall,
Make a joke of it all
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today.” As I finish I have tears streaming all the way down my face. I open my eyes to see the boys looking at me confused. I reach up and I take my wig off, and throw it on the ground of the stage. I look at the boys, and they look so goddamned happy it almost killed me.
“Megan!” They all screamed, and ran towards me. I burst out in happy tears as I was in their arms again. I laughed, but choked because I was crying so much.
“Oh my god,” Liam whispered into my neck.
“This can’t be happening,” Niall laughed into my shoulder.
“We missed you so much,” Louis sobbed.
“Never do that again,” Harry grabbed my face inbetween his hands and looked into my eyes. I could only nod. I let them all go, and walked over to Zayn who was on his knees still crying.
“Zayn,” I whispered, and lifted his chin up to look me in the eyes.
He looked so god damn broken. I’d do anything to get rid of that look. Anything.
“I’m back. It’s ok,” I gave him a big watery smile.
He searched my eyes, and then practically collapsed into my arms.
“I-I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean for you to leave I was just jealous. I didn’t mean-“ He sobbed. I pulled him back.
“ZAYN,” I looked him in the eyes.
“It’s all good, my boy,” I giggled. He smiled. Not a fake smile, but a genuine smile. That made me happier then anything. He pulled me into a bear hug. And we both laughed.
“I missed you so fucking much,” he laughed into my hair.
We walked over to the other boys, who were waiting for us. As soon as we got there, I was once again tackled into a giant hug. I could be more happy right there than any other place in the world. Once we all pulled back, Zayn picked up a mic and spoke into it.
“Hello guys,” He said shyly.
“As you have just been informed, we have been looking for someone very special to us,” Louis spoke.
“FOR FOUR FUDGECAKING MONTHS,” Liam yelled jokingly at me.
“Mmm, fudgecakes.” Niall murmured into the microphone behind me.
Harry thumped him in the back of the head.
“OWW!” Niall yelled while rubbing the back of his head, pouting. I hugged him and he smiled again.
“Paybacks a beeyotch.” Harry laughed.
“As I was saying, as it turns out,” Harry said.
“We just found her.” They all yelled happily.
The crowd screamed with excitement. I smiled and then caught the guys’ eyes. They looked so confused. Oh my god, I’m an idiot. I ran offstage, and over to Austin.
“They are my past,” I told them.
“HUH?” Alex asked.
“When my parents died, they took me in. Then some shit went down, and I left cause I felt like I was messing up their careers so I moved here. Then I went to get some food and I saw Nando’s, It reminded me of Niall so I ran away and into you, blabbity blabbity blah TA DAA. Here we are.”
“OOOH,” they all nodded. I smiled and nodded and grabbed their hands and pulled them onstage.
“Guys meet boys, boys, meet guys.” I smiled.
“Niall, Zayn, Harry, Liam, and Jennifer.” I pointed to each of them. Louis smiled brightly.
“Austin, Alex, Christina,” I said seriously.
“HEY!” Robert laughed.
“I’M JOKING, that’s Robert,” I giggled.
Robert, Alex, and Austin knew who the boys were so it didn’t matter if I messed up their names.
“We are SUCH big fans,” Austin smiled hugely. They then got into a huge conversation about god knows what.
Hey, I have my memory back, now I can go out with Austin! I smiled and looked at Austin.
He grinned back at me. I grabbed his hand and intertwined it with mine. He smiled at me and kissed me on the cheek. Oh my life cannot get any better than this.
“Oh by the way, we want Austin to come on tour with us!” Louis exclaimed.
“And you can bring two guests plus an adult!” Niall cheered.
“I CALL MEGAN.” They all yelled at once. I shook my head.
Yep, apparently it can.
“You guys didn’t eat all of my pies yet, did you?” I asked my boys.
They all shared nervous glances.
“Well, looks like it’s time to go grocery shopping,” I sighed.
“YAAY, I wanna go!” Niall cheered.
Oh crap, here we go.
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I'll Find The Words To Say, Before You Leave Me Today.
FanfictionMegan Walton- or Sunshine lives with the famous One Direction, they took her in after her parents died and she had nowhere to go. But when words are said, and tears are shed, Megan leaves. She thinks it is what is best for the boys careers'. But whe...
