I'll Find The Words To Say, Before You Leave Me Today.

Chapter...uhm. I forgot. Chapter...11? YEAH. thats it! I think....

It’s been 2 months, and Zayn hasn’t woken up yet. I don’t get it, he just didn’t eat right? Wrong. He has been smoking, too. That messed up his immune system, so they had to give him surgery. I don’t know much about doctor-y stuff so I just let the people do what they have to. I have locked myself in my room for the past while. I won’t come out unless I know no one is out there. I am eating, but not a lot like I used to. I am so glad I have my guitar in my room, or I would die of boredom. I have pretty much written a song, for Zayn. It’s called Be Alright.

“Ooh, Ooh..

Across the ocean, across the sea

Startin' to forget the way you look at me now

Over the mountains, across the sky

Need to see your face and need to look in your eyes

Through the storm and, through the clouds

Bumps on the road and upside down now

I know it's hard baby, to sleep at night

Don't you worry

Cause Everything's gonna be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow,

And the fights

Don't you worry,

Cause everything's gonna Be Alright,ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright,ai-ai-ai-aight..

All alone, in my room

Waiting for your phone call to come soon

And for you, oh, I would walk a thousand miles

To be in your arms

Holding my heart

Oh I, Oh I...

I Love You

And Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the long nights

And the bright lights

Dont you worry

Cause Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

You know that I care for you

I'll always be there for you

Promise I will stay right here, yeah

I know that you want me too

Baby we can make it through, anything

Cause everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights

Dont you worry

Everything's gonna Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Be Alright, ai-ai-ai-aight

Through the sorrow, and the fights

Don't you worry

Everything's gonna Be Alright..”

I finally finished it, and I’m going to sing it to him. I have never exactly sung before. They all to have seemed to forget about when I sang to them. Luckily. I don’t want to sing in front of them, but since Zayn is unconscious I am less conscious. If that makes any sense. I shower- since I smell absolutely horrible- change, and head out. I pass everyone and they all physically tense, getting ready to chase me down. I send a soft smile to them, and they look really surprised. They all sit there, and look at me for a minute. Then all of a sudden Austin, Robert, and Alex jump up and run over and tackle me-literally- in a hug. I giggle, and hug them all back.