Ugly hearts (Michael Clifford FanFiction)

Chapter 9: Collapsing

I woke up by the smell of eggs and beacon. Then I remembered I fell asleep on Mickey’s chest. I felt my cheeks burning up, just by thinking of it. But at the same time my heart was beating so fast from enthusiasm. My lips formed a big smile whitch would probably be seen from heaven. I don’t know how long I was like that; smiling like an idiot on a sofa, but soon I heard that voice of an angel:

“What are you smiling at?”

I looked at him, still with smile on my face. I quickly looked at the ground, cheeks were soon burning up.

“Um…n-nothing.” I said ashamed.

Not ashamed because he caught me smiling like an idiot, but because I thought there was a possibility he likes me. When I observed him, the thought ran through my mind. Do I deserve him? Am I good enough for him? Am I skinny enough? Smart enough? Pretty enough?

“Hey, what’s wrong? You went from all smiling Kylie to sad Kylie?” he said laughing. But his lips quickly turned their direction from up to down. I felt bad now ‘cause of that.

“Oh, is nothing. Can I ask you a question?”

“Yes, shoot it.”

“Yesterday, before we fell asleep on that sofa…” I looked at the sofa we were sitting on, then continued: “You said something…”

I waited to see if he would remember it. His expression stayed the same. Only he looked at me curiously.

“Right before I drifted off…” I started again, waiting again on him for remember.

“Oh…” he said and smiled at me. Yes, he remembered.

“About that…” he lifted his head, and exhaled. He looked at me again.

“What are we Kylie?” he asked me. ME?! I have no clue how he feels about me. And I would like to save my embarrassment in front of him.

“I-I don’t know…” I whispered and looked at my legs.

“Kylie…” he softly grabbed my chin and lifted it up, so I was looking him dead in the eyes. Our eyes were dancing together on a beautiful romantic song, but only we didn’t hear the song.

“Would you…would…would you be my girlfriend? I know we don’t know each other that well yet, but I really like you and I’ve never felt like that towards a girl….”

And that was all I needed. I needed those words. I needed them to fly out of his mouth. I was waiting on that moment for what felt like centuries. Those words needed some time to come to my brain. Then it hit me. He likes me.

Then it hit my heart. Butterflies woke up and the shivers started kicking in.

“Yes. Yes Michael. I would love to be your girlfriend!” I didn’t let him finish. Then I kissed him. I’ve never kissed anybody like this. So passionate and with so much love. I felt like I was in heaven. Nothing seemed real. You know the feeling when the plane goes up in the sky and you’re going through the clouds? When for a moment everything is white and so beautiful? Well, I felt like that now. Right in that moment I felt free. I felt loved.

We stopped kissing and he rested his forehead on mine. He opened his eyes right after mine opened. His beautiful eyes were full of happiness and in that moment I smiled at him. To make him know I feel the same way.

“Did you feel that?” he asked me amazed.

I knew what he was talking about. The feeling. The feeling when we kissed. The fireworks, the shivers…And I felt them too.

“Yeah” I said.

The I started to feel a bit dizzy. Not from the fireworks or from happiness, no it was something else.

“Kylie? Baby? Are you feeling ok?”

“Michael, I think I’m going to…”

Then everything went black. I collapsed and I would have hit the hard floor, if Michael wouldn’t catch me before.

 What’s wrong with me?

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A/N

Heey...I know i have a lot of explaining to do. Sorry fo such a short chapter but it's better than nothing right? And all that happened here....I think it's not that bad as i think...hopefully.

So I dedicate this chapter to  @indignitea, because i just love her stories and her bio is so amazing !!! Hope you'll read this <3

So please vote and comment, it would make me feel like i have to update and you're interested in the story xoxo

Love all your pretty smeezy faces,

xx,

Ela