She's Not Afraid (One Direction Vampire Fan Fiction)

Chapter 21: full moon part 1

Zayn's prov

"F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K F**K!!!!" I shouted

"Zayn calm down." Liam said.

"IT'S ALL MY FAULT IT'S ALL MY F**KING FAULT!!!" I yelled to Liam. I feel so bad the boys told me what April has been through and to top it all off I almost killed her. I don't know what happened. I smelt the blood from her gash and I guess I kind of lost it. 

Few minutes later

"ZAYN HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU THAT IT'S NOT YOUR FAULT!!!!!!!" Liam yelled.

"AND HOW MANY TIMES DO I F**KING HAVE TO TELL YOU NOT TO F**KING LIE TO ME I KNOW IT'S ALL MY F**KING FAULT!!" I shouted.

"What's Zayn's fault?" Alex asked.

"Is April here I need to apologies to her?" I asked.

"Yeah she's downstairs but Zayn she might be scared of you since you almost killed her and she has to deal with vampires like Simon trying to kill her." Alex said and I nodded.

"Hey." I said when I got downstairs. April looked and her eyes got full of fear. She scooted closer to Harry because she thinks that if I lost control again that Harry would be able to protect her.

"April please don't be scared. I'm sorry I lost control. I'm not in full control of my powers I haven't have them that long." I said. She didn't believe me.

"Wh-why should I-I be-believe you?" She asked with fear in her voice.

"I told you April I'm sorry. I can help you get rid of the vampires that are after you." I said.

"How thought Simon's seen your power?" Harry asked.

"Tomorrow." I mumbled.

"What did you say?" Louis asked.

"Tomorrow." I said louder.

"Tomorrow night if I do end up turning then I can fight them then." I said. April then go a small smile on her face.

"But what if you can't control yourself and you end up hurting one of us???" Liam asked. I didn't even know that he was down here.

"We wont know till then." I said.

The next night (2 hours before the moon rises)

I was just in my room working on lyrics for our new song when there was a knock at my door.

"Zayn.... come down here we need to talk to you" It was Niall.

"Okay." I said. I wrote a few more lyrics and went downstairs.

"What up?" I asked when I got downstairs. Niall, Liam, and Louis were downstairs. I know that Harry was in his room also writing song lyrics and I'm gusseing that the girls were upstairs in their rooms.

"There is only a few hours before the moon rises and only a few hours until we know weither you can turn or not." Louis said.

"I know I'm scared that if I turn that I'll hurt one of you guys or the girls or Harry." I said.

"Zayn it will be okay." Liam said.

"I think that when it's time that I should go out into the woods and have all of you inside so that if I do turn that I can't get to you." I said and they nodded. I then headded back up stairs and worked on more song lyrics

1 1/2 hours later

"Zayn." April said. I could tell she was still scared of me but not as much as yesterday.

"Yeah?" I asked.

"Good luck." She said and I walked out the door and started walking into the woods. I could hear the lock of the front door locking. 30 minutes I thought as I kept walking.

I walked to the cliff that I'm like always going to. I see Simon walking towards me.

"Today's the big day." He said.

"F**k off." I said.

"You know the only reason I've been nicer to you was because I knew that there was soemthing different about you. I knew you were stronger then the rest. You and I would make a great team we could get the whole world like us... vampires." He said.

"Leave me the f**k alone would you. I just want to be alone." I said.

"Whatever but let me know what you think of my offer." Simon said and walked off.

"Zayn what are you doing out here?" I heard someone ask. I look over and see my ex girlfriend Perrie. I was dating until she broke up with me because I told her I was a vampire.

"That was the question I should ask you." I said.

"I was going to a friends house." She said.

"Well get over there before the moon rises." I said and she gave me a confused look then started walking. She doesn't know that werewolves are real she only knows about vampires as far as I know

25 minutes later

There is probably only a few minutes left till the moon rises but I don't know all that I know is that every minute I keep getting more scared. I've just been sitting here at the cliff ledge thinking not about any particular thing but I've been thinking.

The moon is rising I can tell because I felt this long steal of pain go through my arm. This is it theres noting I can do but wait and see if I turn or not. I saw some werewolves run past and one of them stoped and sat next to me.

"Are you Zayn?" They asked me over mind message. I nodded.

"I know that you don't know if you can turn or not but I was that way also. How I was finally able to turn is someone told me to think about a wolf  with what ever color fur you want but you only get to chose once"  I thought of a wolf with white fur with a blue streak through the middle of its back.

And it didn't work. The werewolf that I was talking to left so I don't know what to do now. I saw some of Simon's servants walking around. I don't know why but I had this earge to kill them. I started softly growling. Woah umm last time I checked I wasn't able to turn. They started to walk closer and I tried to say f**k off but it just came out in a bark. Ummmm maybe I did turn. I looked down at the ground and saw PAWS!!!!! I guess I did turn. I don't know if that's cool or not I'll find out soon though. I decided to walk around to see whats going on. I first walked to the house and saw the van was gone. They're probably at the alley. I started running that way and I didn't even realize that my fire powers had turned on. I wanted to stop running for a secomd but I couldn't its like I was forced to keep running. I made it to the alley and was finally able to stop. I walked into the alley amd saw the boys just sitting on the ground talking.

"Lads I think that this might be Zayn." Louis said. I slightly nodded.

All of a sudden I felt my eyes,which at the time were yellow since I was a wolf, turn to red then black then back to yellow.

Harry's prov

As the lads except Zayn and I were talking I kept eyeing back at Zayn to see if he was going to do anything or not. He didn't it was like he was standing his ground or something. I saw his eyes turn from yellow to red then to black and back to yellow.

"Umm lads I think Zayn might not have control for that much longer." I said and the rest of the lads ignored me.

"We're back." Alex said as her and the rest of the girls sat down. They all looked over at where I was looking.

"Is that Zayn??" Shelby asked and we nodded.

"Well at least he's in crontrol." Alex said.

_______________________________________________________________________Yeah I updated. And Yeah Zayn's in control right now!!!! I would have updated more but my wifi is being stupid. Dont worry I'll update again tomorrow.