She's Not Afraid (One Direction Vampire Fan Fiction)

chapter 44

Alex's prov


Niall and I were running vampire speed when we stopped at the alley and just started walking. And I'm glad we did becasue about half way down the alley I looked over and saw Louis against the wall on the floor crying.
"Louis what's wrong??" Niall asked.
"It's Jess sh-she left me." Louis asked.
"What???? Where is she??? I have to go talk to her." I said.
"At her house." Louis said. I ran normal human speed to Jess' house. I knocked on the front door. Jess answered.
"Hey Alex what's up??" She asked.
"What the bloody hell were you thinking???" I asked. She fully walked outside and closed the door. In this lighting I could tell she had just been crying.
"What are you talking about????" She asked.
"Leaving Louis. He's in the alley crying right now wanting to die because of you." I said.
"Trust me it's killing me also but I had to." She said.
"Why did you have to??" I asked.
"I needed a break a chance to think and also school starts back up in a week. I don't like school but I want to get this last year done and over with." She said.
"I know I want to get over with it also but I can't I don't think I'll be willing to." I said.
"Yeah you have a reason to stay you need to get in control of yourself. I have no reason." She said.
"But you do. You have Louis there. I'll still be there. It's f**king One Direction. Nobody gets this chance to be this close to them." I said.
"I'm sorry but I can't" She said and went back inside. I walked back to the alley.
"No luck." I said. Louis didn't say anything.
"Louis comeon just give her some time to clear her head. She loves you. It's killing her that she left you." I said.
"Okay." Louis said. Niall and I started walking.
"Louis you coming?" I asked.
"No I'm fine here." He said. Once we were out of sight of the alley Niall and I ran vampire speed back to the house.
"Wait I should make sure that the blood is gone before you go in." Niall said. I nodded and he went inside. Right as the door opened I smelt something. It wasn't blood it was something terrible. What could that be?? I started coughing at the smell even after the door closed. Niall came back down a few seconds later. I was still coughing.
"Niall what is that smell???" I asked inbetween coughs.
"Vervain. Simon's here and we wants to talk to you." Niall said.
"I can't let him know I'm a vampire." I said.
"Just think of Jackson Luflen." He said.  I felt the anger build up inside me. it destracted me from the smell. I went inside and saw Simon in the kitchen.
"What the f**k are you doing here a**hole???" I asked.
"I'm just here to see my favorite newborn vampire." Simon said.
"What are you talking about???" I asked.
"Oh comeon I know you're a vampire." He said.
"I didn't turn though Zayn got here in time." I said.
"Yeah sure then why did Niall come to get a cure then??" He asked.
"We found this girl who was a newborn vampire and was scared of what's going on and we felt bad for her so Niall went and got the cure." I said. 
"Well then I hope you don't mind if I have a bag of fresh sweet delicious blood." Simon said. I nodded. He opened a blood bag and I smelt the blood. I started thinking of Jackson Luflen but it didn't work the smell was still over whealming. I started screaming and I went down and but my head in between my knees. Okay so my cousin use to live with my family and she use to have panic attacks and this is what would always happen.
"Alex what's wrong???" Niall asked worried. I ignored him.
"I'm going to die." I kept repeating that for a while.
"Oh stop lying you b*tch." Simon said.
"H-He's out he's coming to get me." I said. Don't ask me who or where he got out of where because I don't know either of those answers.
"Alex please babe tell me what's wrong." Niall said. I hope he knows that I'm faking. Simon pulled out a needle of Vervain but he left the blood bag open. I looked up at him and scooted back.
"Alex what happened babe??" Niall asked.
"I 'm sorry I use to have panck attackes and I thought that they had gone away but I guess not." I said