Tired of being tired

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Alright so I was having a pretty good day. Then something gonna come along and fuck up my whole mood. So imma just jump right into it but I'm not gonna mention their names...I hate when I make plans with a person then they cancel at the last minute. Like I cleared out my whole fucking schedule for the weekend and you gonna tell my ass a lousy ass excuse. I've heard it all. Like my fucking time is valuable. When you fuck me over constantly then I'm gonna begin to resent you. See the thing about me is that I'm way too NICE. Like forreal I'm just too much of a sweetheart and because of that to other people I seem like a pushover. Which I'm not! I need to grow some fucking balls. Like I hate when a person stands me up. I just don't get it. You know I cancelled all my plans for the weekend to hang out with you but you don't do the same for me. I need some new friends. Loyal friends. I just don't give a fuck anymore. There is no feelings left toward the person/people I'm referring to. A1 Day 1 my ass. I'm just done man. And nowadays I seem to be directing my anger towards the ones I love. My dad said I probably need to see a psychiatrist because I have anger issues. I need something. Some weed, a drink, dick, pussy, or some shit. (I'm just joking y'all. I'm a good girl. Lol) But nah forreal I'm just tired man. I'm out, deuces ✌

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