Tears | Namjoon Fanfic

Chapter 7

„JAMIIIIIL WHERE IS OUR BIG RED CARRIER???" I shouted from upstairs.

The Month after the boys and Jiwoo left was sooner over then expected, both Namjoon and I never survived a day without talking or texting and Im more than excited to see him.

Since Jamil is missing Jiwoo like crazy he's joining me on my trip, trying to collab with DEAN or Crush in Seoul.

— Time skip to Seoul —

We arrived at our apartment that's near to Jay Park's agency so we could work easily I checked my schedule I have a week to enjoy Seoul and luckily its the week namjoon has off too! Then I will produce the song with Jay and shoot the mv. And I'll have a meeting with JYP, since Im working on a Korean version of my upcoming Album I want to have a agency who can manage my career in Korea and Im thankful that JYP is a potential agency. I told Namjoon I'll arrive tomorrow so I can surprise him at his dorm today, I told Jiwoo and Hoseok about it.

I arrived at the dorm going down the hallway, Hoseok is guiding me to Namjoons room. I tried to make my heart calm down since I'm nervous, Im blushing playing with my fingers. I hesitate, Hoseok long gone to give us privacy, What if he's not serious with me? What if I got ugly?? I checked my outfit, I have black skinny jeans and a slim Turtle neck sweater on. Finally after standing awkwardly in front his room I knock softly and I instantly smile hearing his angelic voice „Come in" I open the door seeing his broad shoulders, he is focused on his computer seeing a Picture of us on his desk I layed my hands on his eyes blocking his view „Who is it?? Jimin?? Jimin this is not funny I have work to finish" I started laughing taking my hands off his eyes and shrugging my shoulders „Oh okay than I'll let u finish" I was about to turn around and leave but he grabbed my wrist spinning me around and placing me on his lap. He borrows his head into my neck inhaling my scent deep not saying a single word finally he looks my into my eyes, foreheads touching „I missed you Jagiya" „I missed you too baby" Than his soft lips landed on mine , we started making out like our lives were depended on each other. We parted to catch our breathes „Joonie, I want to show u my song I think I need a little help with it." I took my usb and while still sitting on his lap I played the song It was a sad but somehow happy song, I wrote it in Hangul describing the pain I felt when I got cheated on and the healing I received from Namjoon making my heart even stronger and bigger for him. And I'm safe to say the love I build for Namjoon over this short time is way stronger than for Zen. I watched Namjoons reaction too the song and I kind of can't read it, Im afraid pouring out my heart like that would scare him since were technically just a month together but Its what I felt and honesty is the key for a good relationship.

The song ended and I looked at him with expecting eyes. „This is beautiful, I love you" He kissed me „Have u ever tried doing the melody on a piano? I think this would have a stronger effect" We worked on it for hours making it a masterpiece until I was confident enough with it. I was planning to show this song JYP to show him Im not an amateur. Throughout the day Namjoon and I ordered food watched movies and made love several times. I stayed over night Namjoon wanted to travel to Ilsan with me tomorrow so I can meet his Family and I was beyond nervous not knowing what to expect.

I woke up to the most beautiful view I could ever ask for and I wanted to make his view equally good. I sneaked into the bathroom taking my bag with me my beachy waves from yesterday luckily were still there I took a red set of Lingerie and a rose-pink silk robe out of my bag and put it on I freshen up my make up and got back into the room where Namjoon was still sleeping , I moved the covers and sat on his lap strangling him I stared to lay kisses on his earlobe down to his neck and collarbone he opens his eyes moaning softly He looked at me and widen his eyes once he realises our situation I smiled brightly „Good morning sleeping beauty" His hand are now caressing my hips and thighs he smiles opening my robe and instantly getting a look full of lust I can feel him grow underneath me, I took off my robe and attacked his lips laying my hands on his toned chest he is squeezing my butt I lay kisses along his chest looking him in the eyes take his boxers of and begin to do my work on his dick getting wetter for him even more when I had enough I got back on his lap putting my panties to the side and inserting his member moaning at the feeling of him filling me completely both being a moaning mess he ducks his waist upwards slamming his dick even harder into me making me seeing stars „Daddy Im about to come" I screamed „Me too baby come with me" My orgasm came with him twitching and realising deep inside me my whole body is shaking and I lay beside him. He kisses my shoulder „Im so excited to bring u to my family they will definitely Love you no doubt !!" „I hope so" I smiled and kissed him putting my hands around his neck to deepen it „And I have to say I love this underwear on you its incredibly sexy" he says making me laugh but before I can say anything my phone lit up taking my attention „Oh Jay Park's management sent me the demo of the song Im gonna be featured of and the concept of the music video" I read it my smile instantly fell I showed it Namjoon fearing his reaction, The song with Jay is a ballad nothing sexual but we have to pretend being lovers in the mv with possible intimate scenes Namjoon put my phone away and kissed me „Baby I trust u its a Job I know this industry too well to get upset over this" I kissed him being addicted to his lips suddenly Jungkook bursted into the room „Hyuuuung breakfast is ready" I quickly covered myself with the covers feeling embarrassed but at least the feeling was mutual Jungkook was a standing tomato looking like a caught deer „OMG IM SORRY NOONA I DIDNT KNEW U WERE HERE IM SORRYY IM SORRY" he left and all Namjoon could do was laughing his ass of