Tears | Namjoon Fanfic

Chapter 5

Chapter 5

I woke up to the craziest hangover but the strong mind I had, unluckily I remembered every single thing from last night. When I turned to my other side and saw the sleeping angel beside me I knew that it wasn't just drunk behaviour and I really wouldn't mind to lost my „V-Card" to him.

And the point that he refused to sleep with me because maybe I would've regret it is the most precious and rare thing to find in a man. I don't even know where I got that confidence from but seeing his beautiful Lips just made me kiss them again just to be sure this is real. And hell it was!!!

His eyes open and I feel the blush approaching my cheeks and he chuckles.

„Good morning beautiful" his low raspy voice sends straight shivers threw my spine and I immediately closed the space between us with a long passionate kiss.

„Thank you for yesterday I highly appreciate ur behaviour Im sorry if I made u uncomfortable" I said cuddling into his side

„U didn't made me uncomfortable Layla, I may not know u long enough but I cant even describe the feeling when I look into ur eyes" „Namjoon?" He keeps me closer to himself and buries his head into my neck „mhmm" he said against it, I took his face into my hand kissing him and the kiss slowly headed to a make out session, I don't know whats with him that made me so addictive but I hope this kind of high will never end. When we both catch our breath I looked him deep into his eyes „Joonie.. I trust u and Im ready" He widened his eyes searching for the hint of a joke in my eyes but didn't waste any time to flip us over Hovering above me.

He starts kissing down my neck till he finds my sweet spot, low moans starting to escape my mouth suddenly we heard strange noises from the room next to us.

We exchanged questioning looks to each other „Wait a minute are these moans?????? I know this voice omg its Jamils !!" I looked at Namjoon lowkey shocked „It sounds like it" he responds. „Joonie, who's room is it????????" His Eyes widen when his realisation kicks in „I-Its Hoseoks-s s-sister I gues-s" „SHES FUCKING MY BROTHER !???????"

The mood really was ruined by the second I heard my brothers moans. Suddenly someone knocks at the door and the fear was written in our faces.

„Namjoon u should've see who's there while I take a shower in the bathroom.." I kissed him not wanting to pull away but the sudden reminder of the person from the other side made me disappear quickly in the bathroom.

A half naked Namjoon opens the door to be greeted by a very flustered Jungkook.

„Hyung.. the others are waiting for u we wanted to go to the soundcheck and prepare for todays concerts" „Okay kookie Im just gonna do a quick shower and come back"

Once he closed the door Namjoon made his way into the Bathroom nearly forgetting who's in there. I was in the shower when I heard Namjoon came in, this guy is really feeling comfortable with me. I can feel big hands holding my waist „I really like ur scent" he's burin his head into my neck laying wet kisses until his sucking on a spot that instantly made me moan in pleasure

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„N-Namjoon" I moan out softly and this was it, he turned me around lifting me up by my thighs. I instantly linked my legs unto his waist for support. We started to make out feverish, we both couldn't take the sexual tension that we felt since yesterday night anymore, I could feel his erection building underneath me I started to kiss his neck, careful to not leave any marks he started to rub my clit which just made me moan even louder „J-Joon pls I need you right now"

„Call me daddy" hes rubbing even faster and I feel my climax building the hot water thats still pouring all over us is overhelming „D-DADDYY IM GONNA CUM" He leans next to my ear his fingers not leaving my core once „come for me baby girl" and that was everything I needed for my release, but the overwhelming sensation continued when he slammed his full length inside me making me scratch is back because of the pleasure and pain I'm receiving. He pounds into me in an incredible pace and my second climax is just on its way, the bathroom is full of our moans and skin slapping and Im sure the whole hallway is hearing us but we were so focused on each other that this didn't matter anymore „Babygirl I need u to come with me" „Okay joonie" He instantly stops what he's doing making me lose my mind „What did u say?" He slaps my ass „YES DADDY PLS FUCK ME I WANNA CUM" and this was all that bring him back to the animal he was 30 secs ago we came together panting underneath the shower- head

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My first attempt to stay on my own feet was a total disaster, this was the most intense and beautiful thing I have ever witnessed, he was more than caring giving me one of his shirts and boxers and laying me on his bed. I soon drifted off to sleep and the only thing I can remember is someone kissing my forehead. When I wake up I couldn't find namjoon anywhere but he left a note on the nightstand

I have to prepare for the concert tonight.

I would make up for it tonight ;)

love,

Namjoon

I couldn't hold back the smile that was spreading across my face. I got up and borrowed a pair of sweatpants since I only had my party dress with me. Looked into my bag to find my phone so I could get a taxi since I wasn't sure if Jamil stayed the whole day at the hotel too and I was a little embarrassed to face him since I heard his moans from Jiwoo's room.

Arriving at home I went straight to my room since it looks like nobody is home, mom and dad must be at the restaurant. When I entered I saw Jamil sitting on my Bed rolling a J.

„Oh were u waiting for me?" „Yes, I just came didnt know u stayed out yesterday after the party" „Oh yes .. but how was your night?" I could see a tint of blush creeping up into his cheeks, He started to light the Blunt and passed it to me, „It was amazing, actually thats the thing I wanted to talk to you about, when u got lost only Jiwoo were left and I really like her .. and pls don't freak out I slept with her today I don't know why I did that Im not good for her I would just break her heart." I saw the sadness in his eyes the frustration he hold was immense and you could clearly see that threw his eyes. I placed the joint away and hugged him tightly „Then start concentrating to become a man to her she deserves, when u start ending all the criminal impact in your life you both would be happy." He nodded and we just hold each other, since my parents spend almost all the time at their work, Jamil and I grew even more attached to each other , Our bonding is so strong I would sacrifice everything to always keeps him happy and healthy. „Btw..." he grinned „Why are you smelling like men with a outfit full of mens clothes" he starts to analyse me, my skin turning into a deep shade of red „AND IS THAT A HICKEY????" Damn it Namjoon for showing my soft spot a little to much attention „Jamil.. relax pls" I took a deep breath „since were confessing, when I got lost yesterday .. I didn't got really lost I went to the balcony with Namjoon and smoked one, since we were a little tipsy we started making out and went to his room.. but nothing happened then...when we woke up we were near to have sex but we got Interrupted from your moans and it kind of killed the mood" Jamil starts to face palm and I couldn't hold back a chuckle „before u continue pass me the joint pls I don't know if I can hear that sober" he said shaking his head „Anways u killed the mood okay.. then jungkook knocked on the door and I quickly went to shower when jungkook left Namjoon kind of... joint me..andwehadsex then I accidentally fell asleep and now I'm here" Jamil got a serious expression and I kind of became afraid of what he's thinking , My tears were welling he seemed so disappointed and when I was just saying that Im sorry he started laughing „HAHA DO U REALLY THINK I WOULD BE ANGRY WITH YOU?????" I was felt so relieved „i don't know we never talked about those kind of things" „Its okay nothing has changed, but how did this happen? How did you trust him with ur V-Card so quickly??" „I don't know I feel so deeply connected to him, I don't know but I feel so childish if I say it was like love at first sight but it kind of is.." Jamil got up and was walking towards the door „Maybe it is I just hope I can trust my baby-sitter and this time u will not end up heart broken.." I smiled at him and before he closed the dorm behind him he said „maybe it was love at first fuck?" „SHUUUUT UUUUUP" I threw my pillow after him. I spend the afternoon making me ready to meet up Jiwoo at her Hotel to get to the concert together.