*Londons Prov*
My head hurts. My eyes are closed. I do not remember anything really... wait Harry.. Where is Harry? I heard that awful beeping noise. A noise i never want to hear again... but im back to the same place it all happened. A stupid fucking hospital bed.
"London?" He whispered.
He's here? Noooo its his birthday.. He needs to just leave. Im ruining stuff already..
"London?" He said louder.
I moved a little.. well only my hands. I tried to reach.. for something.. anything. I felt his hand. He grabbed mine and squeezed. I squeezed back.
"London? Can you hear me?" I wanted to say yes.. I wanted to tell him to leave.. but my eyes stayed shut and nothing left my mouth.
"London please? Wake up! Wake up!" I wouldn't say he yelled it but it was loud.
"Hello? How is she doing? Any movement?" A strange voice asked.
"She- she moved her hands. She grabbed my hand and squeezed it." He tried staying calm.
"Ok. Nothing with her eyes?" It asked.
"No."
"Mhmmm. Since she has cancer, she will have blackouts and may become unconscious. But it should not happen a lot. This is normal. She should wake up soon. I know she can hear us but her body isn't ready for her to move or speak yet." It explained to Harry.
I already know all this! Just leave.. leave leave leave.
"Ok thank you." I could feel his smile.
"Of course." The doctor said and i heard the door close.
"Oh my god. London please wake up. You scared me so fucking much. I thought you were dead.. Im surprise i did not crash the car trying to get here." He chuckled.
"Do you want me to sing again?" He asked.
I wanted to smile. so so bad.. I felt my lips curve up..
"Yea?" He chuckled.
I squeezed his hand twice.
"Ok."
"Its called A Sky Full of Stars by Coldplay. I heard it on the radio a couple times and i kinda like it."
Me too Styles.
"Ok here i go."
"'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
I'm gonna give you my heart
'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
'Cause you light up the path
I don't care, go on and tear me apart
I don't care if you do, ooh
'Cause in a sky, 'cause in a sky full of stars
I think I saw you
'Cause you're a sky, 'cause you're a sky full of stars
I wanna die in your arms
'Cause you get lighter the more it gets dark
I'm gonna give you my heart
I don't care, go on and tear me apart
I don't care if you do, ooh
'Cause in a sky, 'cause in a sky full of stars
I think I see you
I think I see you
'Cause you're a sky, you're a sky full of stars
Such a heavenly view
You're such a heavenly view." His voice is literally perfection.
"Come London. Wake up! Your smiling!" He poked my cheek.
Im trying so hard.. Im trying.
I took a deep breathe.. Hey..
"Harry?" I coughed out.
"Oh my god. Come here." He pulled me into a hug.
"Oh my god. oh my god." He hugged me.
"Harryyy.." I laughed.
"Stop laughing and enjoy this moment." He is trying to be serious.
"Okay." I hugged back.
"Thank god your ok. You scared me to death." He cupped my face with his hands.
"Im not leaving you." I whispered.
"You promise?" He asked, getting closer.
"I promise." I smiled, leaning in.
Our lips met and it felt like the first time we kissed. Amazing. Flawless. Perfect. Breathtaking, literally.
"London-"
"Shhh." I tried to pull him on the bed. Because these hospital beds are fucking huge. He understood and stood up and laid next to me. I leaned my head on his chest and our hands connected. I loved this position. I loved his voice. I love how he treats me. I love how he kisses me. I love how he hugs me. I love how he touches me. I love how he looks at me. I love his eyes. I love our relationship. I love him....
"London.. i think we could leave the hospital if i get the doctor." Harry spoke, pulling me back to earth.
"Ya." I whispered.
"Hey whats wrong?" He cares..
"Nothing. I just wanna tell you- no need to tell you something."
"Ok what...?" He seemed scared... scared? really styles.
"I- i love you Harry. I love you." I looked down at our hands.
"London-"
"No Harry. I really do. I love you so much it hurts. And its completely insane because we started dating today. But i realized i need you in my life. I need you. And i love you. I promise i wont leave you. Because i'll be here till the end with you." I let out.
It feels good to let it out.. to let him know.
"London i love you and you wont die before me because I'm not going to live a day without you." He pecked my temple.
"You dont know that."
"London! Your not gonna die!"
"Harry." I know he is crying.. How is he crying? All those piercings and tattoos, you'd think he would never cry... but yet you'd be wrong.
"I love you darlin."
"I know Harold. I know." I smiled.
"Honestly, never call me that again." He smirked.
"K."
"Harold."
"London." He squeezed my butt.
"Hey!" I slapped him.
"Oh come on. You liked it!" He did it again.
"Get off the bed."
"No."
"Harold. Get."
"Fine." He got up and left the fucking room.
Wtf.?
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-Emilyyyy
