give me a reason (jack gilinsky )

control your mothafuckin anger

-Nicole's pov-

We walked silently to taco bell I stayed on my phone jack just walked.

"Okay are you going to just hate me forever?" Asked

"I don't hate you. I'm fucking pissed." He said

"Why the hell are you pissed!?" I yelled in anoyance

"YOU KNOW I HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU AND I KNOW DAMN WELL YOU PROBALLY FEEL THE SAME NOW YOUR DATING MY BEST FRIEND?! WHAT THE FUCK" he yelled my eyes got filled with tears.

"Talk to me when your calmed down." I said simply and walked twords the hotel until I felt my wrist being grabbed harshly

"I am calm!!" He yelled

"J-jack your hurting me" I tugged at his hand trying to pull him off.

"I don't care!" He screamed I flinched at his green/brown eyes getting blacker

I got out of his grip and ran. I ran to the hotel room and got in bed with JJ hiding by him and under covers crying

"Woah what happened" JJ said  I showed him the bruise on my wrist he nodded and held me

"I won't let him get you. Imma call Sam. He's the only person that can handle jack when he's angry" JJ called Sammy I heard most of it

"Hey Sam your in Toronto with your gran right?" "Jacks on a rampage again". "Yeah same hotel" "thanks man" "bye"

"Hell be here in 10" I gave him a what the fuck look

"Sam is always around." Whatever. Not gonna argue

10-15 he was here and sitting on the desk

I put in headphones and played because of you. I haven't listened to this in forever.

I began falling asleep until I seen the door open. It was jack.

I took out my headphones and pretend to be asleep

"Why the fuck is she in bed alone and not with you Johnson" he said bitchy

"Shut up jack" sam said

"Oh look who's here" he said. Jacks drunk. You can hear the way he talks fucking hell

"Your drunk" JJ said

"Your a little bitch" jack said I heard a slam I jumped and opened my eyes to see sam had jack agents a wall JJ got out a needle I shook my head

"Let me talk to him before you try that"

"Sam dropped him down I sat next to him

"What the fuck do you want" he said

"Please calm down" I said calmly

"No!" He yelled going to get up. I Sat on his lap.

"You need to or else I'm going to let them put the needle in your arm."

"I haven't used that from when I was 14." He said

"What is it?" I asked

"It calms me down. L-like your pills. I just use a different method. And mines for anger

"What's making you so mad jack?" I put my tiny hand on his for arm

"I like you. Your with my best friend." He said

"I'm not with JJ." I said he just nodded "you need to go to sleep" I whispers

"O-okay" I got off him he layed in bed

"Nicole"

"Yes?"

"Sleep with me? "He sounded so weak and scared. I nodded and got in bed cuddling to him I began playing with his hair as his head was on my stomach. He fell asleep quickly

"How in the hell" sam said "did you get him to calm down that fast. Not evenni can do that. He's never been that mad from when he was 14." JJ finished

"I have my ways. Why was he like this when he was 14?" I asked jj looked at sam then me

"His dad came back in to his life. He hurt his mom and jack found out and went insane on him. His dad went in in the hospital. Hes never been able to handle it properly after that." Sam said sadly looking at the floor I just nodded emotionly

Jacks been through a lot. He's so fucking strong.

"I'm gonna sleep" I said putting in headphones and Steven by Jake Miller played

I drifed to sleep slowly still playing with jacks hair

((((Time skip to morning))))

I groaned as I heard Nash yelling

"GUYS MAGCON IS IN 2 HOURS GET THE HELL UP BEFORE BART KILLS SOMEONE"

"I hope he kills you first you loud fuck." I sat up seeing jack had already gotten up and in the shower

"That was rude" Nash said

"Yelling is rude" I sassed back

"Whatever just get ready" he said running off with Cameron

"He's worse than Taylor sometimes" jj said

"You have no idea" I mumbeld

"How ya feeling?" Sam asked

"Like I want to jump off a building"  "but when dont I" I said the last part to myself

"Well that's not good" Sam said jack walked out of the shower in jeans and a red tank. Before he could say anything I grabbed clothes and went to shower.

In the shower I hurried. This is not the time to be sad. I need to be strong for jack

I got out drying off and putting on my outfit that consisted of batman and joker very short jean shorts and a joker t-shirt that says "why so serious at the bottom of the back and joker smiling insanely in the front all around is decorated with clips of the movie. Truly amazing shirt. I put on my vans and blow dried it putting in beach wave product and leaving it down I smiled in the mirror slipping on a pair of nerd glasses. Mahogany walked in the bathroom she had on almost the same thing hers was batman theamed though. Her hair was its curly self and she had a batman bow in it

"I think we look pretty good" she smiled as did I

I began doing my makeup as did mahogany she did her normal while I did just powder eyeliner mascara and lip gloss we took pictures and I uploaded one to Instagram  with the caption "why so serious batman? Scared?"

We walked out and straight to the arena to see sam and JJ were there I smiled at them Sam hugged me tight

"Jack wants to talk to you outside" I signed shakely fuck

"Okay"

I walked outside the back door to see jack leaning against the wall on his phone

"Hey" I said quietly his head snapped up

"We need to talk" he said

"Well we don't NEED to you just want to" I said bitchish

"What happened last night was such a mistake I'm so sorry" he said ignoring my comment

"Its whatever" I said he shook his head

"C-can we just start over?" He asked I nodded

"Yeah"

"Well I'm jack. Jack gilinksy I like pizza weed singing and I have amazing eyebrows" he smiled

"Hi jack I'm Nicole whitesides I like volleyball singing dancing and llamas and I am a nerd" I smiled back

"I like you already Nicole" he said

"Same here jack"