"What's your advice about life?"
"Live Fast, Die Young." She said low. "Life taught me that in mere seconds we might be not breathing anymore and everything will be gone. So you've got to live your life as much as you can. Do e everything you want t...
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No sun shines outside. The clouds cover the sky, turning it a dark shade of grey, threatening with rain at any moment.
The weather outside hasn't been a big concern of mine, due I have been spending the last couple of days in the studio.
It feel great seeing something you're creating coming to life. It's probably one of the best feelings I've ever felt.
I walk back to the studio, with my well deserved paper cup of coffee in my hand. We decided to take a twenty minutes break and I used it to come grab some coffee at the closest coffee shop. The same one I came with Slash when I spent the day in the studio with the Guns.
When I enter in the recording room, Adam, my producer, is already on his seat. "Ready?" He asks me and I nod, taking a last sip from my coffee. "I was thinking, we should record the chorus normally and then record it again to put as back voices. You get what I'm saying?" Adam explain his idea and I nod along.
"Yeah, let's do that." I say before getting inside the recording booth. I put the headphones on and send Adam a thumbs up, ready to to sing.
^^^
I arrive home after a long day at the studio, finding Duff on the couch. His legs scratched out, resting on the coffee table and a beer in his hand as some movies plays on TV.
"How was your day?" He asks as I close the door and dump the keys on the shelf beside it.
"Tiresome." I reply, walking to him and bending down to give him a kiss. "And yours?" Asking, I sit beside his and his arm automatically wraps around my shoulders.
"Boring." He answers, leaning in for a second kiss. "Missed you." He says against my lips.
"Miss you too." I can't help but smile.
Arriving home from a long and tiresome day and seeing Duff on the couch waiting for me, it fills my chest with happiness.
And I know I say this a lot, but he makes me happy and the reason why I make this such a big deal is because I during almost my entire life I didn't know what that was like.
My whole life has been a dark hole until the day I met Duff. I spent nine years of my life locked up. I've never really knew what love was like until I met Rocky in one rainy night back in 82. And the only thing that bought me some kind of happiness when I was a child, was taken away from me because there was a day, and I didn't have any parents.
When I was 9, I lost Sebastian. And even though, nine years later, I lost him once again just not even a month ago.
At the age of eighteen, I lost my best friend, one of the people that I've ever loved.
And now, that I have this man beside me, I'm afraid of losing him.
Everyone I've ever loved, has faded away from my life.
