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I could hear them. I could feel them. I wanted to talk to them! I wanted to move! I couldn't! My body didn't listen to me! I could hear her crying. I could feel him kiss me. I could hear someone new talking for her. I heard him for the first time in years. 

It'd been a few days since I woke up. But, I didn't wake up. It was like I was asleep, but I could feel and hear everything around me. 


"I need you," I heard him say. Then I felt his lips press against mine for the third time. I want to kiss him back! I wanted to wrap my arms around his neck, pull him closer, and kiss him! Why was I so stupid as to try and kill myself... why was this... out of all times... the one time I was strong enough to actually do it? 


-I love you, TaeTae~ I'm trying to fight to stay with you. I'm trying to be strong!- I wanted to say, but he couldn't hear me! I felt him lay beside me and snuggle close, pecking my jaw and cheek and lips every few seconds and whispering 

"Wake up, sleeping beauty. Come back to your prince charming." 

And it honest to god felt like hell that I could hold him back and tell him that I was there. That I love him too! It was one of the worst pains I've ever felt.

I then heard soft sobs. He was crying again. 

"Don't leave me, please. I-I need you here! I-I don't know if you can hear me," I can! Tae, I can hear you! "but I love you. I-I know you're the one for me." And you're the one for me! Please! I'm here! "I-If I could, I-I'd get down o-on one knee a-and ask you t-to marry me." Oh my god, Taehyung! I love you! Listen! "W-Would y-you say yes?" YES! I love you! I'd say yes! I'll marry you! "O-Or are you mad at me? Th-That I left you? Th-That I walked out a-and didn't give y-you the chance to explain?" No! Taehyung, hear me! Listen to w-what I'm saying! I love you! I'll say yes! "I-I want to hear you say yes... b-but I messed up t-too much. Y-You hate me, don't you?" NO! I love you! I'm trying to tell you this! Please! "I s-still love you. I-I'll always love you." And I'll always love you! 

I then heard the door open and someone walk it. They were nervous. I felt Taehyung sit up and I could feel him become tense. 

"You. This is all your fucking fault!" He said. Who is it? Taehyung who's in my room? "You're gonna die! I'll kill you myself!" Taehyung said louder. He got off the bed and that's when I heard the other person's voice. 

"Taehyung, wait! I-I came here to say I'm sorry!" Hoseok. He was in my room. 

"Leave!" 

"I'm sorry! I am! I-I'm such a horrible person! I-I s-should b-be the one w-who's i-in a coma. N-Not him!" Hoseok said. I could hear something thunk on the floor. Must have been Hoseok because the next thing I heard was his sobs. 

Taehyung growled and then I heard another sound. Hoseok groaned and there was another thunk on the floor. 

"I-I deserved th-that kick." Hoseok groaned out. Taehyung kicked him!? No! 

"Yeah, and this one!" Taehyung said with a growl, then I heard him kick Hoseok again and another pained groan filled the room. "Fuck you! H-He's beautiful!" Kick.  Groan. He's perfect!" Kick. Groan. "And I love him!" Kick. Loud groan. "I have to sit here day in and day out! Wondering if I'll ever hear his voice again! Wondering if I'll ever get to ask him to marry me! Wondering if I'll ever get to take him to see the world! Wondering if I'll ever be able to hear his sweet giggle and see his adorable smile ever again!" Taehyung shouted. I could tell he was crying. 

I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I begged Taehyung to notice it. 

"I-I'm so sorry! I-I'll d-do anything! I'll do anything! Please!" Hoseok begged. I then felt my hand being taken and held tightly by Taehyung. 

"I don't know what he'd say. But as for me, I say to get the fuck away from him. But knowing him as I do, he'd be forgiving. He'd be kind. Because he is kind. And caring. And the most amazing person I know. And Hoseok, now I-I don't know i-if I'm gonna lose him or not!" Taehyung said, his voice barely above a whisper and very unsteady. 

"Taehyung, I-" 

"Please go. Only family and close friends are allowed when it's not visiting hours. You're not either." Taehyung said. I felt his grip on my hand get tighter. I heard sniffles and then heard Hoseok leave the room, mumbling an "I'm sorry" on his way out. 

I then felt Taehyung lay down beside me again, snuggling close and pecking my lips. He burst into sobs again and cried out 'come back's and 'I love you's and other things that made my heart hurt. I wanted to hug him back and tell him I love him too. But I couldn't... 

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