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Abby's P.O.V.

I stood up and nodded my head yes.

-Should I say something?- I thought. 

YES

-But what if my voice sounds weird?-

It won't! Say something!!!! NOW YOU BITCH ASS HOE!!!

-Fine! I will!-

I had a mini argument in my head.

"Goodbye, Namjoon." I said, then left the roof. After I closed the door behind myself, I heard Namjoon laugh.

"Oh my God! SHE SPOKE TO MEEEE! OhmyGodshegavemehernumber!!" He said. Though the second part was said very quickly.

I went down the many flights of stairs and then finally got to my class. Math. I had math with Jin, though we didn't sit by each other.

I went into the class room and sat down at the two person desk that Jin ALWAYS sits at and waited for him, knowing that he'd be the first one in the class, after me.

Soon, Jin came into the class and walked to his seat, his head pointed down at his phone. Once he got to the desk and sat down, he still hadn't noticed me. So, I cleared my throat, loudly. Jin got startled and looked over at me.

"Abby? Oh my God! Abby! W-Wait, did you just clear your throat?!? That's the closes you've been to talking to me in years!" Jin flipped out. I nodded my head.

"H-Hi, Jinnie." I said, my voice sounding foriegn and weird. Jin's eyes widened and then he lunged at me, pulling me into a bone crushing hug. I threw my arms around him and took a deep breath.

"A-Abby, I've missed you! I've missed your voice! Oh my God!" Jin said. My shoulder felt wet. Oh, he was crying. I rubbed his back in a soothing way.

"J-Jin, pl-please stop cry-crying. I-I ne-need t-to talk to-to you." I said, my voice still sounding weird.

"Oh my God, your voice has gotten sexier. Like, it's raspy! Wow!" Jin said, then he chuckled. We pulled out of the hug and he gave me his handsome smile.

"We-Well, I-I've ba-barely spo-spoken in the past fe-few years s-so yea, my voice sounds diff-different."

"So, why the sudden need to talk to me?" Jin asked.

"W-Well, I spoke fo-for the first ti-time in years to-today. Before I-I tell you-you who, I wan-want to say tha-that I a-am so so super so-sorry th-that I-I-I didn't talk to-to you fi-first!!" I said. Jin glared playfully at me.

"Who is it?? OH! Was it Kookie? He deserves to hear your voice before any of us."

"No, n-not Kookie. I-It was um... It-It was that ne-new kid. N-Nam-Namjoon. He fol-followed me up on-onto the roof an-and pulled my head-headphones out. I-I said 'Go-Go away'. Then, he-he talked t-to me and I-I used his pho-phone to type ou-out what I wanted to-to say. Then, when I-I left, I-I said 'Goodbye, Namjoon.' So-So, yea..." I said. My throat started to hurt. I hadn't talked this much in a long time. Which explained why I was stuttering so god damn much.

"Oh my gosh! You spoke to my Joonie?" Jin asked. I nodded my head yes. My throat was hurting worse now. I pulled out my phone and went to notes.

My throat is hurting really bad. I haven't spoken this much in years. Also, your 'Joonie'?? I didn't know you were a gay hoe!

"I am not a hoe! And, I'm not gay! He's just my be- friend. He's my friend." Jin said after reading my note.

You can have other best friends, Jinnie. It's been over three years now since I spoke to you last. I didn't expect you to only have me as your best friend. Besides, I'm your BESTEST friend. No one can beat that.

"Well, you've got a great point. Anyways, are you gonna talk to Jungkook? You know how hard this all is on him. First the accident, then Jimin's... uh... departure, then his only friend and sister stopped talking all together." Jin said. My chest seized up and it felt like I couldn't breathe. I had been pushing the pain of what happened away for so long, pretending it wasn't there. But, then Jin just had to give me that painful reminder.

I know... I'll talk to him as soon as I get home. But please, don't tell ANYONE that I'm talking again.

"I promise! But wait, are you really going to start talking again? I miss your voice so much!" Jin said. His eyes began to fill with tears. A few tears slipped out and rolled down his cheeks. I reached up and whipped them away.

I am. But, not that much. My throat starts to hurt if I talk too much. I'll work on getting my voice back, Jin. I promise. Now, give me a hug.

Jin leaned over and pulled me into another tight hug. I hugged back and moved my head to where my lips were just barely touching his ear.

"I-I love yo-you, Jin. Al-Always have, alwa-ways wi-will." I whispered, then pulled out of the hug and went to my desk. Jin sent me a finger heart and his oh so handsome smile. I sent him a finger heart, but no smile. 

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