ANNOYANCE

Repercussions

"Excuse me?" I heard while everything had stopped around us. BTS was receiving their award and Bullets had left the stage while I stayed there to seek a solution.

"My hair" I said as an attempt to indicate what was wrong to the annoyed somebody to my right. "If I move it'll be stretched and will hurt. Could you please untangle it from whatever they are looped around?"

"Do it yourself, lady." He began moving away and they pulled my head back harder and all I could do was to grip him even more.

"Listen, the both of us will fall if you keep moving away. Just untangle it."

"I really don't understand you." And there he went. Throughout the chit-chat none of us was looking at each other so neither did he know what was happening nor did I know how to solve this problem. My head began being pulled back and instead I griped on my hair and pulled whatever it was looped around strongly so my head wouldn't hurt. My hair were strong and voluminous. And there I saw who that 'annoyed' person was. He was irritated, clearly visible. He then turned around and walked up to me.

"You're really clumsy for a 20 year old" he commented.

"And you're too strong headed for a 26 year old idol"

"I'm your sunbae"

"So shouldn't you help your hubae?"

"You should be respectful"

"A please, I think was sufficient and respectful enough for any human being to help someone else out"

"A proper explanation is something that should be expected from a human, unlike someone here, since other beings don't have any means to express and communicate to homo sapiens"

"You didn't just-"

"I just did. You should get a taste of your own medicine." He smirked. This is driving me crazy.

"Can't you just be courteous enough to help?"

"Can't you just use that annoying mouth to say what problem you have?"

I gasped at that. "I already told you! Can't you use that old wrecked brain of yours?"

"I'm so done with you."

"Walk away if you wanna fall"

"Huh. I'm not the clumsy one here" he smirked again as he walked past me.

"But definitely the ignorant one" I snickered and I pulled my hair, gripping them with my hands, again in a jerk and there he went. He fell. I walked up to him and bent, untangling my hair that had been attached to the sequence on his maroon velvet blazer's back. His mint green hair that sprawled through his forehead and the anger in his eye made him look like a fussy 5 year old who just lost his toy. I smiled lightly at the sight as I stood up.

"What happened?" he asked

"Too late to ask, sunbae." I giggled and left him on the stage as he was grasping on what just happened as he began standing up with the help of others on the stage.

"You should've helped Yoongi..." Pyuri said worrying.

"He talked really disrespectfully to me. I tried to prevent him from falling and he kept insulting me" as if I didn't duh-

"But what about the army? We just began blooming as a group and if they go against us we're done for." Oh crap.

"Give me a water bottle and hand-towel, hurry. Aishh my head hurts." I looked around in a frenzy and a staff gave it to me as I walked back on the stage. The entire BTS was there when he began moving back to the main platform. "Uh.. Sunbae?" all of them looked around and saw the water bottle I was handing out to him. He was pissed in actuality and it was evident. "uh... sorry I couldn't help you earlier, sunbae. My head really hurt because when you walked away my hair got pulled really strongly. It's luckily that I didn't fall but I should've helped you. I'm really sorry." I meant it all. My head does hurt. This has happened before and then even I had fallen on my butt and it would be just embarrassing and much worse I had fallen today with the knee length free-flowing dress of mine. Though I left him on the ground because he was acting like a jerk to me, I should've helped him. I feel guilty. He fell because of my hair and because I pulled.

He just kept glaring at me, firing bullets into me with the serious gaze of his. And right now my eyes began getting teary. Everyone was looking at us. I totally fucked this up. Time for the hell to begin has come. We remained immobile. We kept staring at each other as his gaze had managed to make my eyes get rid of two tears that traced down my face. RM walked from behind him and took the bottle and hand-towel in his hands, "It's alright. Suga have this and wipe your face. Nini, thanks for your help."

"I am really sorry Yoongi sunbae" and more tears.

I don't act cruelly. I am kind and gentle and nice to everyone. But i lost it this time and it turned to a big show. I dug my own grave so i should be ready for the consequences. Whatever he said was his thing, I should have controlled my cockiness and answers. Due to the pressure of the moment and the fear that embarrassing things would have happened I totally let go of my etiquette and decency. In the urgency of the moment, I just wanted to sort things out. I didn't want any of us to fall. The way he treated me got to my head and blurred my reasoning and now I'm crying over it. I'm done for. I won't be surprised if we get disbanded or I get thrown out or I get more haters than people who like me. My entire teenage would go into nothing. This is scary.

I instantly felt a grip on my hand from behind. Pyuri walked up to me and held my hand "Move Nini. Let's go. This isn't right. Don't apologise to people who wouldn't acknowledge it." I heard him huff in annoyance and we walked off the stage. I ran to the washroom after telling the other 5 that I will be fine and will take care of myself and cried. I never wanted things to turn out like this. This can't be. This has to be a dream. I shouldn't have said all that but wasn't that right... he did disrespect me and the fact that I was asking for help. Earlier this evening too he was annoyed. What had I even done? I really don't understand anything. This is gonna be a whole lot worse than a car wreck. I can feel it coming.

I quieted down when I heard a knock on the door of the washroom. "Yeah?" I asked.

"umm.. Nini-ssi?" I heard a male's deep, husky voice that I strangely recognised.

"Who is it?"

"There is a water bottle and hand-towel here. Please use them once you calm down. Things can happen. Don't let them worry you too much. There will always be good times and these will become memories and stepping stones. Good luck and stay strong. Hope to see you again."

It's Park Chan Yeol.

I washed my face and opened the door just to find him run away in a frenzy. I smiled to myself. There are good people too. I drank water and wiped my face and hands dry. My eyes were a tad puffy but good to go. Some makeup would hide that well and so I did it. I walked back to our table while BTS just left their stage after their heart-warming win of the greatest award that there is, for them or any one of us for that matter. I did not dare to look at anyone except for one person- Chanyeol. I looked over to his direction and he was looking at me and I nodded thankfully with a smile and he replied back with a nod, smiling. That simple gesture was just enough to warm me up and feel better. I looked over to the left after a while and saw RM sitting there. It is better that he's not in my view because I would have cried another river had that been the case. I just preferred to ignore the gossips that spread across the tables and the eerie silence that the table behind me was in, just like ours except for the occasional 'It's okay' from the rest of my members and the calming stroking Pyuri did on my arms. There are people that comforted me. There are good people too and I'm thankful for them. 

Word count: 1465

oops! yeah that just happened. some tea just got spilled. Yoongi acting like a jerk and Nini acting like the more ignorant one are the inception of a world war- well, tell me what you think about this and what do you think will happen next ;)

Thank you for sparing your time.

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