LOST IN THE REALMS OF LOVE

LONG TIME NO SEE....

Days passed very quickly and I learned to ignore Takuya. I no longer stared at him. It was an old habit of mine to get busy with studies and Sierra would always help me out. She was the only friend who knew about my feelings. We both were doing regular studies at my place when she suddenly came up with this question," Hey, Juliet. Is there something between you and Takuya?" I looked at her blindly. "What exactly do you mean to ask?!!" "Well, I have been noticing you staring at him and he also approached me once and complained about it." "I was a complete jerk." I told her. "Jerk!?" "Yeah. I thought I knew him before but it was nothing like that." So she never asked me again.

Summer time was coming through. The cold breeze had long gone. I really started enjoying the morning ride to school. The parks were covered with colorful flowers their scent spreading in the city like wild fire in London. It was Friday morning. I rode to school early. When I reached school I saw Takuya having trouble with the boxes he was probably carrying. "Can I help you?" I asked him with a questioning gesture. "Yeah, sure." I was relieved by the answer, somewhat I felt a kind of joy inside myself and I started blushing, hiding my face. "Is something wrong?" GOSH! He noticed. "A-a-a nothing!" And then suddenly he started talking to me, "Well I don't know,but .....do you know me? A- a I mean do I know you?" I looked at him with a big stare. His questions surprised me. "Oh no! He's gaining his memory." Just then Ion came by, "Hey guys! What's up?" Takuya's questions were a great shock to me, finding chance to escape I quietly handed the box I was carrying to Ion. "Excuse me", and I left them. "Did you say something to her?", Ion asked Takuya. "Nothing of a big deal."

I ran to the classroom and closed the door behind me. His questions repeated themselves in my mind. Actually I was the one who removed his memory so he never gets into the same old kind of trouble again, by tell the doctors to keep him isolated for more days so that when he wakes up he won't remember a think and that's exactly what happened. I always thought that who ever got in trouble with me was my fault and Takuya's case was a wild attack of guilty to me. I somewhat felt like I have done something wrong and without noticing, tears started falling down from my eyes. Just then I heard rumble outside the class, I quickly wiped my tears off and pretended I was busy by taking a chalk and writing the date on the blackboard.

The whole day onwards I avoided eye contact with Takuya but to my great surprise Sierra later told me that he was glaring at me all the time finding chance to make contact. All this troubled me. I also skipped school next day.

Weekends came. I was alone at home. Mom and others had gone for shopping and I AM GIVEN THE TASK TO CLEAN THE HOUSE BEFORE THEY RETURN! What the hell!! Well I guess I had no choice. I quickly finished all the work and then went upstairs. I was just going to enter in my room when I heard the door bell. Of course it would be mom,little bro and dad. So I quickly ran and opened door. And then I stood stunned. It was Takuya. "Waa-what are you doing over here?!", I asked shocked. "I came to see you!" He said with a smile. "What do you mean?" I asked him confused. He raised his hand up and started bruising the back of his hair , "I am asking you something?!" I said with a more stunning tone. Again in a laughing and smiling gesture he answered me, " Well, just checking you out, I wanted to know if you are OK." "What do you mean checking me out! And how did you get to know my house?!" I asked him angrily, so that he takes me seriously. Actually my behavior sure was aggressive towards boys. But his reaction to my question almost turned out to be a surprise for me. His face became serious, his lips firm and hard as if he was stopping himself from something bad. Suddenly he started moving towards me pushing me inside. "What are you doing? You cannot enter my house. If mom and dad saw you they will kill me! PLEASE!" I almost gave out a cry. He stopped but at that moment he was almost leaning over me and I was defenseless. He had have me back myself towards a wall. I tried to stop him but he just won't stop falling on me. "Please!! Takuya! What have I done that you are punishing me in this way!" I almost started crying. "Please. Leave...me...alone." I said in a whispering tone. He stopped. "Why?" "Why did you plan on doing such a thing?" "What do you mean?!" I asked him, surprised. "Why! Why did you plan on vanishing my memory! Do you even know how painful it was for me , to forget you." He almost shouted on me. I was stunned it was like I cannot move a limb. He has find out the truth but ........how?!!

"For so many days I tried hard to regain myself, Everyday I forced myself out to remember something important but.... I just couldn't do it. My heart would tel me everyday to think about it but I gave up. And then, your staring at school, your name, and when you ran on my question and I saw you ignoring and sulking me, past repeated itself. I suddenly got flashes in my mind and at once everything was back in place."

So this is what happened. I just didn't know what to do. And then suddenly he lowered his face down in front of me, and while looking into my eyes, guess what, he said with a smile:

"Hey! Long time no see......." and without noticing he kissed me and went away , leaving me alone with a questioning gesture on the floor.