truth untold ; choi soobin

twenty one

soobin was a mess when he arrived at his apartment.

he just realized he was a dick for rejecting hyunjae and his' baby.

he threw everything that he can reach, he was a beast.

he promised himself that he will get hyunjae back tomorrow, first thing in the morning. he'll buy her breakfast and a bouquet, and apologize, and of course, accept the baby. 

when he was in his room, he locked himself and cried till he had fallen asleep.

when he woke up, he received texts from TXT, alot of texts.

their topic was about hyunjae, the boys knew about him dating her, but they didn't knew about yesterday.

a tear fell from his eyes again.

but then he saw that she left yg.

and she will go to London?

right, she didn't tell him.

he wasted no time and hurriedly went to her apartment.

he tried calling her but it says that there is no signal.

he was frustrated.

when he reached her apartment, he knocked on her door and no one answered.

but then there is a old lady who came by.

"hello, handsome boy. are you interested in buying this apartment??"

he was suprised. she left that fast?

"w-what? excuse me but isn't there someone who owns this?"

"not anymore, she left yesterday, around 11 pm."

"so, do you want to take a look?"

he slid down and hugged his knees, he cried again, not caring about the old lady.

he didn't know where her parents live... all his contacts with hyunjae, gone..

all gone..

I should have chased after hyunjae...

I should have gave hyunjae all the love she deserves.

I guess, I can't tell her how I really feel now.