The Bad Boy, My Soulmate?? *REWRITTEN*

(1) Who I Am

I'm Shaylee Williams, but everyone calls me just Shay. I might look like nothings wrong and happy on the first look, but when you take a closer look, you would see that I am just acting and that everything is just a show that I put on.

My family is totally broken... Well, if you can use the word 'family'. Well I really can't.

My dad is an alcoholic and doesn't really care about me or my sister or my mother. I think I could faint and he would still scream at me. I'm not kidding!! We don't get along at all and I have to confess I am scared of him. I hate him and I'm seriously scared of him. I don't wanna be alone in the room with him, that's why I avoid him as good as possible.

My parents are fighting almost 24/7 and he is threatening with divorce since years and all I can think about is, why doesn't he just do it? Why the threats!? Just do it!! We would be better off without him, bu the thing is that he wants custody of me and my sister, altough he hates me more than anything. Seriously!! Whenever he leaves, he informs my sister and never me. He never says hello or goodbye. We just don't have a relationship anymore, because he ruined it! And the one of the many reasons that he hates me is, that I started talking back, when he insults me and/or bullies me. Is that so wrong?!

And both, my little sister Liv and I, don't wanna stay with him!!! Never ever we want that to happen!! We both hate him, but I think I hate him more than my sister hates him.

I wouls rather be dead, than live with him as my only guardian, (I can't even call him my father anymore) because I know, it would never end up good and he only would try to get custody of us alone to hurt my mom, what he does every single time he can

To sum it up. All he cares about is his himself and his alcohol