Change// A Billie Eilish Fanfiction

Chapter 1

*Dani's POV*

I wake up and roll over to my other side. I faintly hear Billie singing from her room across the hall.

"Baby , I don't feel so good" , the only words that I can make out I love when I wake up to her singing.

Billie is my best friend. We've lived together for about a year now. I love her more than anything. I literally roll out of bed , and stumble across the hallway to her room. She looks up at me after I open her door.

"Well, good morning" She says with a sly smile.

I rub my eyes and reply with a good morning , as well. I sit down in the floor with her, both of us still pajamas. But it's Sunday so we don't have school. We take advantage of our days off.

"What are you working on?" I ask her. Billie writes and sings for fun. I really think she could actually get somewhere with it if she would try.

"It's called , "Wish You Were Gay"

"Let me hear i-" I'm interrupted by Billie's phone ringing. I look at the name on her phone.

"Ava❤️"

It's her girlfriend. Well kind of girlfriend. It's like they flirt and what not and it's been going for months now , just no label. I smile at her and walk out , in the meantime I go take a shower and get dressed. I honestly think I might wanna go out somewhere today.

Once I'm in the shower, I think about everything. I don't know why. I turn on my waterproof speaker that are on the shower wall, I connect my phone's Bluetooth to them and play "On Purpose" by Sabrina Carpenter. I sing while washing my long , blonde hair. I watch the soap suds drift down the wall as it seems as if the sound of the water falling onto the shower floor is echoing. I finally cut off the water and step out of the shower while my wet feet sink into the fuzzy , blue rug of my bathroom's floor. I hear Billie slightly raise her voice while on the phone. But honestly, it's not anything new. They argue all the time. It's absolutely normal around here.

I slip into some clothes. My mirror is cloudy from the fog of my hot shower so I sign my name into it followed by a heart. I walk out of my bathroom and knock on Billie's door.

"Not right now, Dani.." Billie says. Her voice sounds stressed if that makes since.

"Is everything okay??"

She stays quiet. Ava is the type of girl to push somebody away but when she notices that they are doing better she wants to make things right.

And of course..

Billie is wrapped around her finger. But honestly I don't think she even notices. I sit down outside of the door. As I always do when it comes down to this. Because eventually she will need me.

I twiddle thumbs while daydreaming while out of nowhere Billie sticks her pointer finger under the door.

"Come in.."

I don't ask questions. I simply just come in.

"She said that I'm not doing enough for her."

"Ava doesn't realize what she has. You are amazing, Billie"

I get mad and start rambling.

"Any girl would be fucking lucky to have you man. She doesn't fucking deserve you. Stop letting her in your life."

"It's not that easy , I love her , Dani." Her piercing blue eyes feel as if they are staring straight through me.

"Look , Maybe we should go out tonight. There is a party tonight. I know we have school tomorrow but it'd be nice to get your mind off of things."

"Let's do it." She agrees