Wash Away the Pain

Six

Kevin €

I made it home and rushed to my office to check the cameras from the few nights that the girls were here. I didn't know if I had remembered to record. I pulled up footage from the day I brought CeCe from the club. I carried her into the house bridal-style while she was fast asleep.

I ran bath water for her and gently set her in the water. I felt a little uneasy as I scrubbed her body. I had a tough time containing my attraction for her. I would have washed her hair as well but, I felt as though that would be taking things a bit too far.

After the bath, I wrapped her in a robe and put her on her bed. She was softly snoring as if she was in a deep peaceful sleep. I knew I messed up and when she came to, she would freak out. We never talked much and now probably wasn't the best time to become close.

I oiled her body and massaged her from head to toe as my urges began to take over. From this point, I blacked out. I no longer knew what I was doing anymore. I slid my fingers into her sweet spot and continued to pleasure her for my satisfaction.

When I finally finished, she was awake and staring at me. I don't remember her being awake during that part although I did hear soft moans and see her body writhe and shake with pleasure.

I hope if she does remember anything from her time here that she would have enjoyed every moment. I paused the footage and removed the disk. I didn't want anyone to find the recording of her. It was private and special to me.

I was in love with her and needed time for her to feel the same. Maybe if I go to her house and try to spend time with her and explain more clearly what happened she will give me a chance.

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I quickly put on some sweats and a T-shirt before going to my car and racing to her house. Tonight, I believe is the housewarming party. Once I was in front of her house I stepped out and began to feel the anxiety hit. What if she already told everyone what I did?

I knocked on the door and waited for someone to answer. It took ages for the door to finally open. Cece was sitting on the steps when I walked into the house. I sat next to her and tried to hug her. She pushed me away and ran to her room slamming the door shut.

What do I do now? I think it may be time to tell her what I feel. The girls ran up the stairs after her and burst into the room to find out what was wrong. I just stood there in shock. I don't think I'm ready for rejection. I know how I can get when I'm upset.

I put my hand in my pocket feeling the cravings arise. Bathroom, I thought to myself. I turned on the sink and pulled the powder from my pocket preparing myself for another hit. Someone knocked on the door and called out to me.

"Uhm, Kevin? Is everything ok in there?". I wasn't sure who was on the other side of the door, but I shouted back. "Uh, yes. I'm fine. Is there something you need?". I never got a response back. I did what I came in here to do, cleaned myself, and left the room.

I had a sudden rush and felt brave enough to talk to Cece about my feelings. I opened the door to her room a little too hard and hear a loud bang as the door bounced off the wall.

"Hey, how are you feeling. I'm sorry if you don't want me here, I just really needed to talk to you about the other night". She looked at me funny. As if she were confused. I wanted to talk to her like a child learning the English language I nervously bit my tongue.

She sat up and turned to me, making room on the bed for me to sit next to her. I made my way to her and slowly sat down. I was afraid that I would scare her. I touched her hand, covering hers with mine.

"I just wanted to tell you that I've always been in love with you. I know it sounds crazy but it's true. I also know that we've never talked much, but I felt now is the best time. Especially after what happened the other night. I'm not sure if you remember anything from your time at my house, but I hope you know I would never do anything to hurt you".

She sat quite longer than I expected her to. Minutes passed before she took a long breath and looked up at me. "Kevin. I would tell you I feel the same way, but I don't. Not yet at least. I mean I like you, and I think you're attractive. All you had to do was ask me out or at least talk to me. We've hardly had a chance to get to know each other. I was told that had an accident and you took me to your house. I don't know what happened there but thank you for helping me. I'm sorry about the way I reacted I just woke up in someone else's bed and it freaked me out".

She didn't reject me but I can accept a maybe. I just sat and stared at her. I just wanted to enjoy this moment with her. I wanted to take her in my arms and kiss her. I knew this was too much for me and I needed to get out of here before the drugs hit me.

I told her that I understand and that I'd be back a little later I needed to go home and change.

I let everyone know I would be back later and raced home.

At home, I remembered the other girls. I went to the first room I created. There she was my first ever berry. She was asleep. She looked so peaceful. Her deep brown hair slightly covered her face as she lay on her side with her lips barely parted.

She snores softly and I walk closer to the bed. I sit next to her and gently caress her face. I lean down and softly kiss her pink lips. She stirs in her sleep and continues snoring.

Amanda sweetie how are you. She opens bet eyes and looks up at me.
Her eyes widen as she remembers where she is. Please do not freak out. I think to myself.

She relaxes a little once she realizes I'm not going to hurt her. I wonder if she remembers me. She's only been here for a year. I visit her as much as I can. I bathe her every night. I feed her three meals a day. She has a gym in her room, a library, and television, she even has access to the bathroom. I only bathe her for entertainment.

"H..h..hi", She says. "Hi Amanda, how are you feeling today?" I ask her. "Uh. I'm ok I guess". She says staring down at her hands. I stand up a little irritated at her saying she guesses she's ok. As I don't take good care of her.

"Is there anything I can get you?", I ask her. She just looks at me. Suddenly she pushes herself against me and starts to kiss me. What the hell is she doing. I feel fully relaxed as the drugs take over. I feel nothing but calm and slightly turned on. I kiss her back aggressively biting her lip and sucking her tongue. She moans into my mouth and I can feel myself getting hot and bothered.

I started to undress her while simultaneously undressing. She just watches me and willingly submits her body.

I can feel myself start to get hard. I know I really should be getting ready for the housewarming but it's not like anyone will miss me while I'm gone.