I'm so tired of feeling like myself
Maybe it isn't just a feeling more like reality
Everytime I hear myself scream they want me to scream louder
But they don't hear me even when my lungs leave my body
And I wonder if it wouldn't be so bad to succumb to the deep sleep
I'll admit the thought in itself is enticing
I'll give in,a time not so far away
I'm so tired of the image my mirror reflects
I see all of the emptiness and none of the emotion
It resonates within the universe of my existence,an unending sound
Maybe it isn't an existence more like a walk through the haze
I can't see through the mess of things
It's exhausting my whole self I can't take it anymore
I'm just so tired
