And for a very long time
I went out of touch
Barely able to breath
I mumbled these words to myself
Never for you to know
So low, my feet on the ground
My mind floating across the darkest skies
So low, I could barely see
The tears so loud you could barely hear me scream
I begged for my heart to beat
Again and again to drown my sorrows
I kept so carefully locked away
The strength I lacked to drag myself to the light
Now I know I'll never find.
