Seperate My Heart (ln Love With Two Men)

Chapter 12- Neveah.. its heaveN backwards

? : I'm calling from North middlesex Hospital on behalf of Andre Smith

Me : Yeah, What about him?

? : We'd like you to come over... to see your new nephew

Me : WHAT?! oh wow, I'll be right over.

 

I ran upstairs, put on my black uggs, got my keys and drove to the hospital.

I was so confused, so I'm going to be a aunty..I am an aunty.

Andre didn't even tell me he had a girlfriend, well of course he wouldn't because since I had Kamren and moved out me and Andre have lost contact, we used to be tight, I miss them days.

We used to talk and cuss each other every day but now I'll be lucky if I get a call on my birthday.

I don't even know why the hospital called me to be honest!

 

I arrived the hospital, I found my way to the maternity unit.

There was a woman at the front desk, she was black...brown skin with chinky eyes a button nose, she had her hair in a high bun and looked about mid 20's but she was cute.

 

"Hey, how may I help you"

"Urm, Hi, I've just had a call about my brothers girlfriend giving birth?"

"Okay.. Do you no the name of the mother or father?"

"Yeah, Father, Andre Smith"

 

She smiled.

 

"Oh yes, that will be in room 67, upstairs on your second right"

"Thank you"

 

I found my way to room 67.. I peered through the window and saw my family. Mum, Grandma, Aunt, and a few cousins.... About 10 people all fitted in one room!

 

Nah fuck it, I'm not going in so they can all look down at me and judge me. That's why I aint tight with no one in my family. Family? They're all a bunch of hypocrites. 

Them aunties I had that cussed my mum for ME having Kamren like it was her fault but when it's there children it's okay..Them cousins I have that smile up in my face then go telling their friends the story of my life..Them uncles I have that call me a disgrace and say I need God and the Bible but when it's them cheating on their wives and having 100 baby mothers it's okay.. Them grandparents I have that say everythings going to be okay but as soon as something goes wrong they cuss me saying I shouldn't have opened my legs when they had their first child at 14/15.

 

I walked back downstairs and into my car and drove home, what a waste of my time! When I got home I sat watching TV for a while.. How I miss my babies, Nikita and Paige had gone France with there school for a couple weeks and I actually missed them too.

 

I switched on my laptop and logged onto Facebook.

 

Instantly, one of my friends Aaliah popped up.

'Babes, you coming that rave in Manor park? xx'

 

I haven't been out raving for timeee. I think I should go out and enjoy myself.

 

I replied and she said she'd come pick me up with Chelsea and some other girls.