maisie (❁ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈)
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i needed to think. my head was pounding, as my heart was too, my eyes were so fucking heavy i might pass out right here.
joeys eyes burned onto me with a stone cold look. i felt if i moved he'd strangle me. i shake my head and open the car door, pushing it shut after i got out.
"maisie!" joey shouted, i could hear him getting out and running after me. "no, i'm not doing this i need to think, you need to think about what the fuck you're doing joey." i squeak.
he's fucking insane. i'm seriously fucking disgusted right now mainly because i thought i was inlove with this fucking clinically insane criminal— most importantly a murderer.
(play the song)
joey stares behind me in the distance, his eyes tracing hints of fear. i furrow my eyebrows as he looked back at me, breathing out slowly.
my ears tune in the background of the sound, hearing the ringing of police sirens. i turn around, seeing them roaring down the road.
i felt everything rushing through my mind, the memories of us. before i could manage to get a word out, i turn around.
joey stands there, staring at me hopelessly. "i'm so sorry." he speaks out with his eyes looking as empty as ever. i shake my head, "no, no. don't do this please." i breathe.
i cant fall incurably inlove with him and just be left alone to cry.
he takes my hands into his and looks me in the eyes.
"remember when you moved in? the first day you roasted me for my video game skills, i chased you downstairs and around the house.. you ended up breaking my remote and offered to get me a new one?.." he said, trying to crack a smile which only made my heart weak.
"or the times i would stumble into your room shit faced drunk?"
"maybe the time i was drunk, and then i cut my hand.. you tried to be a nurse and you cleaned it, i cried on your shoulder.. then, we kissed." he whispered. the sirens were getting louder.
he purses his lips. "or the time i saved blake from touching you.. or, or.. the time i took you home from that party because i wanted to be with you." a tear falls from his eyes. "listen, i'm here. maybe not physically but in heart i always will be."
"this isn't the last time i'll see you. i swear to god i'll do whatever i can to find you, and give you what you deserve." he adds, his eyes glancing behind me. and with that, he kisses my lips one last time.
i look back, feeling the pit of my stomach sink as i look back.
he was gone.
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Fanfiction"when you leave, that's giving up." in which two adults live together but are so distant.
