you know, it hurts to even say your name.
i used to call out to you every single day.
and i remember how you'd answer.
i remember how your voice sounded like.
i remember how soft and safe it made me feel.
i remember how happy you made me feel every single time you called me "kitten" and teased me because you knew how much i love it.
i remember the laughs that would come after that.
it was all so easy.
why did we have to make it so difficult?
why didn't we just stay friends?
why did you even say we could stay friends if you were just going to leave for good?
