Make It Right

Make It Right I

Jisoo POV

"Who hurt you Jisoo?"

A Blink's comment on You Tube for our new released track "Hope Not". I've been receiving these comments lately. They say my voice sounded hurt in our new songs. But am I in pain? No,not really. You can consider me the happiest girl in the world actually. A loving family, supportive friends, successful career, loyal fans, and an amazing,almost perfect boyfriend. Yes, you heard it right, I have a boyfriend. And guess what? YG's dating ban for Blackpink has been lifted since Kai and Jennie were revealed by Dispatch. But me and my boyfriend are still not out in the open. Our companies know so as our members, but we chose to remain low-key. Not that we don't trust our fans, its just that as much as we have a loyal fan base, we also have very loyal haters, who are waiting for our every move to go wrong.

So why do I sound sad? It's because we haven't seen each other for 5 months straight. The comebacks and concert tours are taking much of our time. And I haven't been the best girlfriend so far, since I haven't been messaging him much and had been cancelling his calls. Call me weird, but it hurts just hearing his voice on the phone knowing that I can't see him or touch him. That's why I have been avoiding him.

We've been dating for almost 2 years now. Jin oppa asked for my number after their performance of Spring Day at Inkigayo. I was surprised to receive a call later that night from JK. Yes JK. The golden maknae, Jeon Jungkook. He asked Jin oppa to get my number. The shy bunny that he is. After that, we became close. Went out several times, under the radar. And the rest, as they say is history.

Our relationship revolved on him always being sweet and thoughtful, and me being a baby and a brat. I loved it. How he takes care of me. Treats me like a princess, showers me with gifts. He gives me everything. Attention, time, love, and his smiles. His bunny smile that always melts my heart... Funny that I am older, but he acts more mature. When we're together, the playful maknae is still there,but with a touch of maturity. He is a man. My man.

Lisa always nags me saying I'm stupid and weird when I don't answer his calls, or reply to his messages only once in a while. Yes, I guess I'm stupid. But I just can't take the longing everytime I hear his voice. When I see fan vids of him during their recent concerts, I can't help but cry. I miss my bunny so much, that it hurts..

I was busy lying in bed and staring at the ceiling when my phone suddenly rang.

"Anyeong Jin Oppa"

"Why are you avoiding him? Why are you ignoring him?"

" I....Mianhe..."

I was about to end the call when he suddenly raised his voice.

"Don't you dare press the end button lady! He needed you when he tripped and fell while performing. Where were you that you can't even answer your phone"

I was now crying. I heard about the incident in Bangkok. We were promoting "Kill this love" at that moment. I immediately called Taehyung, since I can't get a hold of Jin Oppa and JK that time. Both were at the dressing room with the medics and their manager. I asked Taehyung to get him a blueberry cheesecake. JK likes to eat sweets when depressed or sad. He's such a perfectionist that a simple mistake in his performance will definitely frustrate him.

"I'm sorry,Oppa.. I tried calling you both. I asked Taehyung to buy him a cake. I know it's not much, but I know it can make him a bit better."

"Jisoo-ssi..." His voice softened as he heard me sniffle..

"Mianhe Oppa. I just miss JK so much. Hearing only his voice, seeing him only on videos, and not being with him. Not able to see him and be with him personally, is killing me. It's been 5 months Oppa... and I can't take it anymore"

"Ignoring him ain't the solution,Jisoo, you know that. You are both hurting yourself and him with what you are doing"

"I know.."

"I gotta go Jisoo-ssi. Call him. His smiles no longer reach his eyes. The fans will soon notice it. He can't pretend to be happy for too long now"

And with that he ended the call. I again stared at the ceiling,thinking of what Jin Oppa said. My bunny is hurting more than I am. I guess I caused him too much pain.

I took my phone and dialled his number....