Make It Right

Make It Right XXI

Jungkook POV

"Wow, so you really did Jennie noona's rap part" I said looking at her intensely. We were facetiming each other after both our concert performances.

"Yup...It was soooooo coooooool" she replied happily while munching some oreo cookies.

"You did look cool babe. And you were running from the back to the front edge of the stage" I again said seriously

"Uhuh. It was like fun and all and Rose' and Lisa were hyping me up"  she answered with a giggle, before licking the cream from her oreo cookie, which made me uneasy and flustered.

I sighed. "You were running and jumping" 

She nodded cheerily.

"What if you tripped?Or slide? You're not being careful Kim Jisoo!" I said a bit irritated.

"Says the guy who literally jumped on a crowd full of fans. The thought of you wanting to make that fan happy was sweet and all,but you are the one who is not being careful Jeon. What if you were mobbed?Or got hurt? You think your fan will feel good knowing she's the cause of you getting hurt?" she retorted,eyes squinting in annoyance.

I sighed deeply for the Nth time.

"I am a man Soo. A well built one. Getting mobbed won't be a problem for me"

"Arrogante bestia" she scoffed.

"I am not being arrogant babe, neither am I a beast. I am just stating a fact" I smugly said.

She rolled her eyes while opening her fourth bag of oreo cookies.

"Babe, you are carrying our child,you should be careful" I softly told her.

"I am being careful Kook. And the girls were behind me,so  I wasn't that much scared to trip" she replied assuringly.

I sighed,again defeated. I am being too protective of my Jisoo again.

"Jagi, you don't need to worry. I am taking my vitamins on time. As tasteless as it is, I am also drinking my milk every night. Plus I am strictly following the work out plan you gave me, as Lisa is making sure I do it regularly. I am also doing yoga. I am very careful with my movements, I am eating healthy foods. See, I am being the responsible pregnant girlfriend for you" she explained smiling.

I automatically smiled with the sight of her calm face and heart shaped smile.

"Soo, you're on your fourth bag of oreo now. At this rate you are going to gain weight instantly. You're always eating" I chuckled.

"Yah! I am feeding your seed inside me in case you have forgotten" she spat back giggling.

I rolled my eyes and she pouted.

"Are you not going to love me anymore if I get big?" she sadly asked, putting the cookie she was about to eat on the table. Her mood instantly changed from very happy to now very sad.

"Ani, ani. Big or small jagiya,I will forever love you. Don"t ever think I will stop loving you just because of any changes in your body" I answered sincerely.

She smiled and took the cookie too fast I didn't see her put it in her mouth as she was already chewing when spoke.

"Promise Jagi? You won't ever leave me and stop loving me, regardless of whatevers?" she asked with puppy eyes.

I softly smiled. This lady. I am going to patiently put up with her changing moods for another 8 months. I am not complaining though. This is the only way I can be of help during her pregnancy. I can't be more happier. This is the only way I can experience how it is to take care of my pregnant girl.

"I promise Jagiya. So you have nothing to worry. If you want to eat,then eat. Just don't pig-out too much" I chuckled.

She pouted, and I smiled at how cute her face is when pouting. Her eyebrows suddenly wrinkled. What now?Was I too harsh with what I just said? Stupid Jeon Jungkook. You should really be very careful with your words and actions towards your future wife.

"Kook...." she called my name hesitantly

"What is it babe?" I asked staring at her intensely.

"Uhm...What's with you and Sana?" she asked staring at me with glistening eyes.

I froze at her question. Nobody knows about Sana and I. Not even my members. It was way back before Blackpink even debuted. And it was a short-lived romance.

"Is this about the tweets regading the ships?" I asked nervously half wishing it be the reason.

She shakes her head and sighed deeply and smiled sadly.

"Nayeon called last week. She was asking me to meet her up for coffee." she started explaining and I was just listening holding my breath.

"I will be meeting up with her when I get back from Macau. I thought she would just want to catch up so I asked her to also call Seulgi. But then she said she has something to tell me." she paused and just stared at me.

I was just looking at her waiting for the bomb to explode.

She again sighed. "About you and Sana"

I flinched and I know she saw me flinch. I bowed my head, clearing things in my mind. Thinking of a way how to tell her about Sana and I, without her getting hurt or betrayed. Especially with her situation now. We've been dating for almost 2 years and never had I mentioned anything about my past with Sana. So this means Sana must have have told her members about us.

Nayeon noona has always been a good friend to Sooya. She's one of the first few idols who knew about Soo and I. What could be the problem? Why would she suddenly want to talk to Jisoo about Sana and I?

"Kook..." she softly said with a broken voice breaking me from my trance. I stared at her, and her eyes were already teary.

"Sooya....Whatever happens you have to know that I love you too much. Please remember that."I told her and she was just staring at me.

Getting no reply from her,I told her straight. "We dated".

I saw a single tear fall from her eye before the screen went black. She ended the video call. I tried calling her back but she's already offline. I dialled her nunber but she turned her phone off.

I threw my phone on the bed and punched the table. Brushing and tugging my hair out of frustration. I heard my door open and saw Jin hyung looking at me confusingly.

"Yah, what happened to you" he asked

And I just cried. I felt Jin hyung's hands on my back,trying to calm me.

There are only a few things Jisoo hates, but lying and not being honest are the most she despises.

Of all the heartaches and problems I gave her, can I make it right this time?

Damn my life. And damn my bad decisions in the past!