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"are you sure about this? I mean after what just happened? " asked Romeo a 13-year-old in 7th grade. He is also part of fairy tail high. "I'm sure Romeo I just need to talk to her." He nods his head in understanding. "good luck Natsu." Natsu smiles his signature smile. "I will need more than luck for this mess that I caused but hey... I will take all the luck I can get." with that, he closed the door behind him and on his way to the hospital.

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Natsu POV

"Is mommy going to be ok?" Asked Iggy. "I don't know Ig. The doctor will know." "oh ok." "sorry Iggy. That you have to deal with our problems." "Honestly I would like to deal with this than my old mom." I smile and feel a wave of relief. "thank you, Iggy, for saying that. I'm glad we are able to give you a better life." "of course you and mommy are the best! You guys give me food. I go to school and I have good uncles and aunties."

I smile. "I'm glad you like your family Iggy." I Park the car and get off the car and then I get Iggy. He tugs my sleeve. "can you pick me up?" "Yeah of course." I pick him up and walk towards the hospital. As I enter the hospital. I see that the walls are bare. They only have one picture hanging on the biggest wall. There are a few people sitting maybe just waiting for their loved ones. God ,I feel so much guilt.

"daddy. Are you ok?" "Umm more or less." he just nods and rests his head on my shoulder and he closes his eyes. I walk towards the Secretary. "hi um I'm looking for someone called Y/n Heartfillia." I see the guy typing on the computer. Then he looks at me and smiles. "yes she's in wing A room 777."

I smile. What Is up with everything being number 777. It's getting a little annoying. "thank you." I then walk to where I think is the A-wing. I found out that was wing B. So I walked back then went to the elevator and up to the highest level. I knock on the door.

"come in." I open the door to see y/n on the bed sleeping and a nurse. "hi! May I know what you are from the Lady Heartfillia?" "um I'm her fiance." the nurse nods. "ok so there was nothing wrong with her but the doctor suspected that she passed out because of her sudden change of emotions and or the stress. Those emotions never mix together well. We also suggest that she uses her glasses or contacts Witch ever one is fine just please tell her to use them." I nod.

"excuse me." I move away from the door and walk towards the bed. Thank God tomorrow is Sunday. "Daddy does mom really need to use glasses." I sigh. "yeah. She doesn't really like to use them." "hm ok." "are you tired?" He nods. "hey come up here." he sits in my lap and puts his head on my shoulder. "I will wake you up if she wakes up. Ok?" he nods. After a few minutes his breathing gets even.

I stand up carefully and lay him down on the couch. I sit back down on the chair. "Y/n I know you're not asleep." "I know you know." "why didn't you tell me?" "tell you what?" "that you were stressed." "because Natsu." she sat up. "of work, My parents, my sister, my grades, my child, my stupid thoughts and you Natsu." 'what?! So now she's blaming her family. "well I'm sorry if we are not the perfect family Y/n." I spat at her. She looks at me with disbelief like if I'm the one to blame.

"Natsu my work! I'm going to inherent the riches company of the world! Do you understand through that thick skull of yours?! Of the whole world! My parents because they want me to be perfect! They want me to put a mask in front of everyone including them! My sister because she thinks I'm not in need of help! That I can carry the whole world without breaking a sweat! I don't want to disappoint her! Thinking that I can't even carry my own problems!" she is sniffing and wiping her nose with hersleeve. She took a deep breath and continued.

"My grades because the whole world will be able to see them! So I can get into college! So I can be slightly capable of having the company in good conditions. My child because I know I'm not giving him the thing he wants the most! He wants to see Natsu! I can't give him that! I haven't signed him up to school! My thoughts because I can't think of everything at the same time! They won't shut up! You Natsu because I know you deserve better! Someone who is organized someone who is skilled someone who won't fight with you every 5 seconds. Natsu I'm a mess. Why can't YOU see that? Everyone already has. Why did you even like me? How in the world do you deal with me and my stupid problems?"

3rd point of view

Y/n instantly regretted what she just said but she couldn't run away. She knew that she had to stay in the bed so instead she pulled her legs close to her and made herself a ball. "Just leave Natsu." she said while sniffing and leaving a New trial of tears on her face "please? I need to think right now." "no I'm not leaving."

"What?! Natsu leave I don't want you here!" "im going to stay here!" " I'm going to stay here!" It went quite for a few second. Then you could hear y/n sniffing and hiccuping. Natsu sits down and put his hand on his face. Feelings finally sinking in. Realizing what y/n just told him. A burning sensation hitting him in the eyes. A wave of guilt going through all of his body. "You...you told me you were ok. Why?-" his voice trembles. Tears pouring. His voice breaks. "You told me...you said you were ok." His heart becoming heavy. "Why did you lie? Why?" Sobs came out of the male's mouth. "Why lie? You have friends and family. W-why?" He took a big shaky breath. Releasing it instantly and crying even more.

This broke y/n heart. Knowing that she made her boyfriend cry. She knew it was wrong to release this to him. She knew it was a burden to tell other people her problems. She knew that she was wrong on relying on other people. She started to cry. "I'm sorry! I'm so sorry. I don't mean to push all of my stupid problems on you. I'm sorry. "

They both accidentally cried themselves to sleep. Iggy suddenly released a sob. He instantly covered his mouth. The poor child started to shake. He had to listen to his parent's fight and cry. He didn't like it. At all. It was horrible for him. This was not how a family was supposed to work. Not even close.

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I have no excuse except... Procrastination. I'm sorry. I had a party on May 4 because of my birthday... I know it doesn't make sense but that was when my church was available to let me be completely baptized into the church. Heh sorry. Love you guys. Things will get better. promise. I will try to update more things.. Sorry. Esperanza out
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