The enlightened one/ a reader x avengers story

introduction

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Y/Ns POV

Different...
Ever since I could remember I knew I was different. I had dreams of past lives, People I had never met before but knew everything about.
I lived through their experiences every night. Every night I felt their pain, joy, anger, love, and sadness.
   Not only that but, I would have dreams that would become reality, like deja vuu. This meant that I could see the outcomes of certain situations months and sometimes years in advance.
Now that doesn't mean I could selectively see all of my future but I could see parts of it.
  Strangely when I first discovered my abilities I was not scared but instead gained a sense of curiosity.
Why did I have these abilities and where did they come from?
While there were perks to having my abilities there were also downfalls. For example my mood always changed for little to no reason without any sort warning. When this happened chaos and rage took over me. Every time I had an incident I was never really able to remember what I did because I always passed out. My body was so tired that I just couldn't stay conscious, it felt like a different being took over my body and put me in a cage. Making me unable to stop or control my actions. Basically when my mood changed so did my abilities.
  I was a mutant born to two government officials, and yes my family knew of my abilities but chose to ignore them. They made me hide them for years. I guess you could say they didn't want a bad reputation in the eyes of the world.
  I mean who would want a child who spoke of past lives and had no control over their extraordinary abilities? So I had to be home at all times other than school because my parents were scared of me causing chaos or someone finding out about my abilities. A great upbringing don't you agree?
  To everyone outside of my home I was just a regular student with average grades a few friends a love for history, music, and a talent to make most people feel at ease around me.
  As I got older I started to realize my abilities were triggered by certain events that would change my mood. Like anger, sadness, stress, fear, and anxiety. 
  I was aware of what caused my abilities to grow uncontrollable, but never knew the full extent of my powers.
  On my 14th birthday my parents took me on a trip to Russia. Why Russia you ask? Because my parents wanted my abilities gone and were willing to do so by any means necessary.
  Both of my parents worked in the pentagon and didn't want anyone to find out about my abilities. So they reached out to a doctor who said he could help my parents, and finally get rid of my abilities that were such a burden on them. I was nervous and was obviously not aware of why we were going to Russia. I just wanted a normal birthday for once that my friends could join me for.
   When we arrived after our long journey from the U.S to the Russian facility, the man shot my parents and took me away to live in a small hydra training facility. It all happened so fast that it was almost impossible to process. I was only a teenager with a developing mind and body. Not to mention severely depressed and anxious.
But, there I met someone who could lead me through the darkness. Daniel, Daniel was a year older than me and was an enhanced like myself. Eventually I figured out that he had enhanced human abilities. Such as increased strength, and smell. There I learned to use some abilities on command. With the help of him of course.
   When I turned 16 I was moved to a different base with Daniel. That's where I met them, Pietro and Wanda maximoff. Throughout my time there I was able to increase my abilities. I was at this point, a very skilled fighter.
  Of course I was experimented on but the experiments never really had an affect on me, well as far as the doctors could tell.
  My powers were very uncontrollable but when they acted up I was able to get them under control by getting knocked out by a hydra guard.        
   My dreams still were a big part of my life and I had one at least once every 2 weeks. Wanda was always very eager to hear about them and found them fascinating. She would help calm me down after having a nightmare or mood swing.
    Needless to say the twins were very accepting of me when I first arrived, which honestly took me by surprise. No one treated me with respect other than Daniel.
As time went on we had to all talk to one another just to keep sane. We all protected each other to the best of our ability's. And were there for one another throughout the painful experiments and abuse.
Pietro and I had an odd relationship to say the least. We always just understood one another. Neither of us would have to say we were having a bad day we just new by our body language. He helped me get through a lot and taught me how to have an open mind.
Daniel got me through a lot of rough times and kept me safe to the best of his ability. It was starting to become normal for everyone, living like this all together.     However, two years later everything would change. Because the hydra base was about to get paid an unexpected visit...