I am in a battlefield fighting
it seems like I'm losing
The enemy in front of me running
Death behind me stalking
How can I express my feelings
when me you keep manipulating
I'm an outsider that you keep ignoring
For all I have done is winning
My friend is getting married
While I served to protect them
So weak and falling
In a war against feelings
I feel so numb and dumb
I could heal but never recovering
I take a walk on death bodies
In order to experience a little bit of freedom
Help! doctor I am bleeding
My organs has been failing
Sad and alone in my home
I never recognised my room
