SoraMafu One-Shots [2]

No Other than You

Req 1: Angst for Apple_Ai & bbycheeseburger_

   I only make one, I'm sorry, I don't think my heart can handle too much angst in one go :')

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   Did I do something wrong?

   .....

   I- I'll be better, I can be better

   .....

   Hey...Soraru-san....

   .....

   I'm so sorry

   I'm sorry, Mafu

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   It's winter, the snow is falling slowly, hitting the ground soundlessly before melting away. It looks pretty, so soft yet almost harsh at the same time. I felt my nose froze since I forgot my scarf. I always forgot about it since I'm too excited for winter, but now I don't even bother remembering it, since either way, I'll feel cold. Usually it would be him that scolded me for forgetting. He would looped his own around my neck and we will watch the snow together. Looking up, it soothe my heart a bit from that bitter memory. Falling snow can bring happiness to anyone who saw it, will I be able to bring happiness to him too if I....

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   Spring came, it has been a long time since I saw spring this...depressing. Spring was always bright and cheerful, one of the best season out there. Pink sakura petals flown in the wind, some hitting my head before flying away again. There's also some that hit my nose, as if asking me to cheer up. I remembered how the petals seem to sort of attracted to him, always filling up his hair with their kind, turning his hair into somewhat pink, it's cute. Yet, I could only put up a soft smile before it fades away into nothingness and I ran, before the tears falling down and hit the ground.

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   The droplets of water running down the window of my apartment is pretty, it's like they are racing with eachother. The sound of rain hitting the roof sometimes scared me, especially when it was raining cats and dogs. I still could remember how I'll get a warm cup of tea that he made himself, gave me a warm smile and a warm hug. I liked to cuddle a lot and he'd let me. Reminiscing the past did the opposite effect instead, now it felt as if winter come faster than it supposed to be. My eyes felt hot and yet I felt my body's temperature went down. I curled up and fell asleep. With that, summer pass by.

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   The laughter of children running around reached my ears, I was supposed to be home, doing my work and yet my body betrayed me, brought me here to a park just to watch children happily running around with candies in their bags. Fall has came, I remembered how I liked to trick and treat too before, especially if he is willing to come with me. But I love the moment where we would stay inside, singing together or just playing games. How I missed those time. I snapped back as I felt a small leaf hitting the top of my head, I quitely took it. The small orange leaf looked pretty, it is bright yet dying. Just like....

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   It's winter once again, an albino sighed in peace as he looked at the view of the town in front of him. Pure white fill his vision and he let out a small smile. The albino held out his phone, dialing a number he knew by heart, a video call. The other person won't answer, but he kept on dialing. Finally, after the 10th try, the person picked up.

   "What do yo-"

   "It has been a while..."

   "...."

   The person on the other side of the call looked straight at the caller's face with an angry yet confused look. The albino smiled, giving the raven one true smile he wasn't able to let out all this time.

   "If you're not going to say anything then I'll han-"

   "Please wait"

   The albino's voice came out desperate and the raven stopped. He looked straight at the white haired boy and gave a gesture of 'Hurry up'. The albino opened his mouth.

   "This...will be my last time contacting you. I won't bother you again so please, listen just this once"

   "I loved you and I'm sorry"

   The raven groaned, "If this is what this is fo-"

   "But I'm not ashamed that I've loved you. I know you hate me for that and that's why I'm sorry"

   "I knew how much you wanted me to dissapear, just like the snow that is falling today"

   The albino could felt tears coming up on his eyes, "I won't bother you anymore, so this is my last goodbye"

   There's wind hitting the back of the albino's back, blowing his hair to his face, making it a bit hard to see the other person's face and yet he still could see his confused face.

   "Mafu what the-"

   "In the end...I'm just a terrible person, aren't I?" The albino, Mafu, grinned while tears falling from his eyes, creating droplets of water.

   Mafu could see the raven's face looked surprised and a bit...guilty? He couldn't really grasp what it was.

   The albino looked straight at the raven's eyes again, "I love you, Soraru-san"

   And the ground is suddenly visible.

   Mafumafu ended the call

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   That's it. It has been a long time since I last write and I suck now sksksks

   It is short and I'm so sorry if this is not on the spot or just not angsty enough ;w;)