Unbelievable

Alright Motherfucker

I laid on my bed carefully stroking Sebastian head while humming When You Can't Sleep At Night. I could easily tell my baby was having nightmares by the way he flinched and made small whimpers. Out of habit I pulled him closer and let him curl into me his face was in my neck, I wrapped my arms around him and pulled him closer. I was slowly falling asleep so I pulled the blankets over us and did just that.

- After Thy Nap -

When I woke up I realised Seb wasn't in my bed and I panicked! I jumped up and began calling his name. I ran into my messy living room and found watching the TV.. I must have left it on. Shrugging I grabbed myself a bottle of water and sat beside him "Hey buddy!" I cooed messing with his hair. A loud knock at the door made me jump and Seb scream . I jumped up and walked down the short hall way and frowned "Chris..? How'd you find me..?" a small smirk made it's way to his lips "I have my ways" sighing I moved and let him in. He walked in like he owned the place nodding his head as he took in my crappy apartment "Quite a set up" he laughed. I just rolled my eyes "What do you want Chris?" this obviously got his attention because he spun around with a frown "Lola.. you know" his voice was soft and annoyed "Chris, we've been through this-" He cut me off by grabbing me waist and pulling me close "Just one chance, that's all I want" he whispered while stroking my cheek gently. I took a deep breath and sighed "Fine! We can go on a date, if all goes well then we'll see what happens" I muttered. He grinned and pecked my forehead "You won't be sorry!" his eyes sparkled and I felt guilty.

"Mummy! Mama!" Sebastian cried making me wiggle out of Fronz's grip and rushed into the living room. He stood on the couch and grinned "What's up?" I smiled picking him up. He pointed out the window and I nodded "The park eh?" he let out a squeal and clapped his hands. I should maybe put clothes on him... Taking him out In a diaper is not a good move... I instructed Chris to sit on the couch while I dressed my child! I walked into his room and set him on the carpeted floor and rummaged through his boxes trying to find a cute outfit. I found a pair of sweat pants and his FOB jumper along with his batman top! I dressed him put his socks and converse on and we all left. Fronz tagged along since he said he had the day off from touring.

Sebastian and him looked almost the same other than the dimples and freckles that Seb had from me, they're the same! I felt extremely guilty knowing I agreed to go on a date but not tell Chris that he had a kid, it was killing me!