Unbelievable

Hey we'll live another day?

He waved awkwardly. "Uh, hi" He mumbled. I sighed and shook my head. "If your here to scream and tell me how much of a pathetic person I am, go ahead" I grunted. He frowned. "What? Lola, no! I'm here to say how sorry I am...I shouldn't have said any of that, none of it was true" He cried. I shrugged and looked down. "I know I'm a shitty person. Now what do you want?" I sighed. H groaned lightly and pulled me into a hug. "I love you with all my heart, I'm sorry! I understand why you would rather Chris..." He whispered into my shoulder. Thats when I lost it, I broke down crying. "Fronz! I don't want him, I want you! I want us to be a family but I fucked up! I messed it all up!" I wailed. I felt him slowly move away. "Lola, whats happened?" He asked worridly. I shook my head. "I can't tell you..." I muttered. He raised an eyebrow. "Lola, we can't fix this if you can't tell me whats happening?" He said softly. I looked at him with guilt. "I was an alcholic a few years back... I've benn clean for almost two years. I felt like shit the whole time but in the end I knew what I was doing was right. Then I met you guys, I hated you guys more than life. Then you put a child in my belly and I couldn't help but hate you more... Anyways, Seb is the best thing in my life right now and now my problems are coming back and now I'm going to loose him!" I cried. I slid down the wall and cried like a two year old with a scrape on his knee. Fronz frowned down at me. "Well whats going to happen to him?" He asked carefully. I sighed heavily. "Probably taking him to a foster home since I refuse to let any test be done" I spat. I hit my head on the wall reapetedly. God I'm such a screw up. "Mama...Hungie" Seb pouted from beside me. I looked at him and then Fronz and grinned. "I have an idea!" I cheered. Fronz looked at me carefully. "What is it..." he asked gingerly. I smirked. "WE LITE THEM ON FIRE!!" I screamed. Fronz facepalmed. "no, just no" He said simply. I pouted. "Fine! You take him." I said sadly. Fronz gaped at me. "You want me to- what?" He stuttered. I rolled my eyes, do I have to spell this shit out? "Fronz, take the only thing good in my life and KEEP IT" I cried throwing my arms up. "God damn boy" I teased. He rolled his eyes. "Fuck off, no but really, Lola, I can't look after him! As much as I'd love to, I'm going back on tour in like.... two days" He informed me. I looked at him with my eyes watering. "Chris, I can't loose him to some fucks" I hissed. He sighed. "We can make a deal?" He smirked. I narrowed my eyes. "You want to make a deal? For fucks sake he's your kid too ya know?" I exclaimed. He chuckled quitely. "I know! But I want you to go on a date with me before I leave" He pleaded. I thinned my lips. "Fine! But I still gotta tak to Linck" I sighed. He nodded in annoyance. "Yeah, yeah! Lets get the boys clothing and shit" He chirped. I nodded getting up. "Lemme make him a sandwich first" I gasped remembering he asked for food. He nodded and walked down to his room.

- 1 hour later -

I looked at Seb and cried. "Mummy is gonna miss you" I whispered. He frowned. "Where going?' He giggled although his face showed confusion. "Mummy is staying here, you're going to stay with mummy's friend" I explained weakly. He shook his head. "No" he said firmly. My eyes welled up with tears again. "But you'll have fun?" I tried. He shook his head sternly. I sighed heavily. "You better go, they'll be here soon" I whispered. I kissed Sebastians head and gave Fronz's a small peck on the cheek. "Be safe boys!" I hollered as Fronz jogged down the street.

I watched the two best things in my life leave. What a fabulous Christmas eh? I slammed my door shut and ran to my room, I gotta get away for awhile. I shoved random clothing into a duffle bag and grabbed my older phone, a crappy nokia or whaatever and ran out the house (Locking it). I slid into my car and sped to the airport. God I feel so bad....Sorry Fronz.

*HEY GUYS!! So my friend Bringmethebandboys suggested I put some drama in it! So yeah...Not sure if this is counted as drama. SO THANKS GUY! Also,Bringmethebandboys is writing a really good, dramtic story that I'm hooked on, its a Fronz Love story, y'all should check that shit out! Thanks Bai!*