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Another gift... ❤️

Hey guys!
This is a gift for 1.5k+ reads!
And kgarfuen, I am so so so sorry for disappointing you... I tried writing about little space, but I couldn't!
I'm really sorry... I'm still trying to make it work so if I can actually write, I'll dedicate that chapter to you.

And I would like to thank
Amberisanimation and kgarfuen and dabtshit...

You guys have no idea how good it feels when I see your names in my notifications.

Thank you thank you thank you for supporting me...

Now... to the gift!!!!

Jin~

"How the hell are you in BTS?"

"You are the reason BTS is not getting the recognition it deserves!"

"You are the worse dancer, god! You are so pathetic!"

"Leave BTS once and for all Jin, you are not needed."

" 'Worldwide Handsome', my ass. You are the ugliest person I've seen in my life!!!"

"You know what Jin? Go and die, and let others live in peace. One idiot off of the face of Earth."

"Bighit does not even need you in the mvs anymore Jin. You are just a waste of space."

     I had my phone in a tight grip, tears blurring my vision.
This was what Army thought about me.
Maybe it is true...
Maybe I am the reason BTS is not prospering much.

I had been receiving hate since the mv, Not Today, had been released.

I am so tired... I don't want to continue like this anymore...

Don't worry, I'm not dumb enough to go and kill myself, though I'd love that...

     I switched off my phone and washed my face to rid it off of tears.

I got out of my hiding place, the roof, and started wandering around to clear my head off of the bad stuff.

     I had no special place in my mind as I walked around.
I visited the parks around our dorms, took a small detour and finally decided to return back to the dorm.

It was around 3 in the morning, so I was expecting it to be dead silent.
Yeah, it was dead silent, but not because everyone was asleep.
I had not expected everyone to be sitting in the living room.

Taehyung and Hoseok had tears in their eyes and Jungkook and Yoongi were trying to console them.
While, Namjoon sat on our lone couch, his head buried in his hands and Jimin was trying to ease some tension from his shoulders by rubbing them.