A/N Once again that's the most decent picture I could find of Jessie. You can think of her as anyone you want. Enjoy!
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Aiden
I open the box, taking out the record player and the first song. 'bad guy. a kind of happy song to start it off.' the note said, in her beautiful, neat handwriting.
I take out the CD and put it on the record player.
White shirt, now red my bloody nose
Sleeping, you're on your tippy toes
Creeping around like no one knows
Think you're so criminalInstantly, I knew the song. She started writing it when we were intimate and I helped her with some of the lyrics. Just thinking of those times with her brought a smile to my face. A genuine one.
Bruises, on both my knees for you
Don't say thank you or please
I do what I want when I'm wanting to
My soul? So cynicalSo you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type
Make your girlfriend mad tight
Might seduce your dad type
I'm the bad guy, duhI'm the bad guy
The smile did not leave my face as the song continued.
I like it when you take control
Even if you know that you don't
Own me, I'll let you play the role
I'll be your animalThis is the part that I helped her write as the smile got bigger and bigger. I started singing along in a barely audible voice as I only memorized this specific part.
My mommy likes to sing along with me
But she won't sing this song
If she reads all the lyrics
She'll pity the men I knowSo you're a tough guy
Like it really rough guy
Just can't get enough guy
Chest always so puffed guy
I'm that bad type
Make your mama sad type
Make your girlfriend mad tight
Might seduce your dad type
I'm the bad guy, duhAt this point I was up on my feet and dancing my heart out.
I'm the bad guy, duh
I'm only good at being bad, bad
I like when you get mad
I guess I'm pretty glad that you're aloneI stopped dancing as I was really confused because this part did not match the song itself. I checked if it was the same song just in case and turns out it was.
You said she's scared of me?
I mean, I don't see what she sees
But maybe it's 'cause I'm wearing your cologneAt this point I was confused as hell but at the same time felt my heart melting at the sound of her beautiful voice.
I'm a bad guy
I'm a bad guy
Bad guy, bad guy
I'm a bad-The song ended as I took the CD out and put it back in the box. I know that she would want me to listen to it in order as she is the kind of organized type of person.
Right before I put the next CD in I felt an overwhelming feeling of exhaustion as I put the song back in the box and collapsed in a very deep sleep.
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A/N Hey guys! I know this chapter is short but I promise that the next one is gonna be pretty long. by the way just for a teaser the next chapter will be filled with drama so stay tuned! Love you all and have a nice day!
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FanfictionBillie writes an album for her boyfriend, Aiden before committing suicide. Little does he know what mysteries awaited him while listening to the songs. ____________________ This book will include suicide. If you don't like it don't read it. This i...