cheated heart - meanie 騙された心 - Damasareta kokoro

losing love

Mr.  Jeon

Opening the door to his office, i was greeted by my son's  secretary

"where is he? " i asked

"he is inside sir." she quickly replied and bowed.

"okay,  I'll see you again when i go back. Okay okay take care too. i love you. By i need to work now---" thats what i over heard from my sons conversation. It piqued my curiosity  as to who he was talking to.  From the tone of his voice i would assume he was someone special. 

"what are you here for sir? " my thoughts were interrupted when i heard him speak once again, now to me.

"what the hell was that, not only you rejected their presentation  but you also insulted it" i stated,  now I'm  still quite disappointed  with his behaviour.

"what's  wrong with my behavior? Is it different from how i handled things in the past?  How so?  Or is it because your favoring the Kim's. Come on sir.  My behavior is not different and did not  on the line.  Isn't  that how you wanted me to be? To be keen in everything  to be perfect to make less mistakes. So what on earth are dissatisfied  now." he stood up and faced me "or is it because i questioned  their loyalty?  Is it because it was too personal?  Or is it because you really wanted the project to move and be done?  Sir, i can't  really oppose it if you want it that much but i want out.  I don't  want any involvement with the Kim empire.  Or consider my resignation  letter at your table the next morning. If you don't have any more things to say please leave my office i need to work."

His words made me mum.  I was unable to think how to respond, it's  useless to respond cause it will only make matters worse. I could only sigh in defeat as i left his office. Things are really different now, i feel like everything i do and decide is a mistake.  It feels like my son would never go back to the way he used to be.

But after overhearing his conversation i could see a little bit hope that he'll  heal and be happy again.  But , who on earth is this person that could make him happy.

I need to find him.

Wonwoo

He just left.  I wonder if he heard my conversation. But well, even if he did he won't know who it was and he should not know.

No one else should know.

judging from his reaction to what i said, maybe that was enough for him to let me off their project what ever that is.

Taking my pace i went back to work reading and signing documents till i finished them all.

After that i quickly left my office to make my way home. Well to my hotel,  where I'll currently stay at.

While taking the elevator down the building, i made myself busy with my phone.  Scanning some of his pictures making me smile not caring for who ever entered the cramp space ride.

Mingyu pov

After our company's presentation, my team head back first and i was left in the jeon's company.

I stayed at the conference  room sinceto mr.  Jeon went to his son's  office and he also told me to wait and so i waited there for him.

"sorry mingyu-ssi, my son's  behavior was poor during the meeting i hope you would forgive him,  but still it was lucky that he did not pursue opposing the project. 
However we can not still proceed if he will not be a part of the project and also we can not just ask for someone to replace him even if we find we still need to lower his payment."

"yes sir,  i understand. I'll try to convince him and make him be a part of the project" i said even if knowing too well that it would be hard and impossible

After our small talk i made my way out of  of the building taking the elevator.

My breath hitched when the door of the elevator opened revealing wonwoo who did not even bother to look at me

I entered and made my way standing next to him.  He was preoccupied with his phone. Being a bit taller i caught a glimpse of what he was looking at,  i smiled as i saw a cute little baby beaming happily at a flushy.

That is what wonwoo was busying himself with.

'Cute' i thought 'What if we had a kid?  Will we still be the same? Would it made a difference?'

When we reached the floor of the buildings lobby, i watched wonwoo move out still not even giving me a spare of his awareness

I tried to speak out to him but no sound of words came out from my mouth.

I was mute.

I can't  even process how I'll  approach  him.

I smiled bitterly, maybe he doesn't want me anymore.

That's what i thought.