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SENTO

"Hey, sweetie what happen?did you have a nightmare?! " Mom ask me with a sweet and gentle tone with worried expression.

Mom?What?! Where am i ?!
I look around wondering where in the universe am i how?
Why is mom here i... but i thought...i thought mom..
I looked at her scanning every part of her body.

"Mom?!" Is this real can u tell me this is real cause i really want this moment to be real.

"Sweetie what-" she didn't finish the word she's about to say because all of the sudden i just hug her tight or so i say that this is the tightest hug i've ever done in my life.

"Sweetie your acting weird" she said that and hug me back
She was shock with my reaction of course maybe she think i'm acting weird no she really think. Haha i can't blame her all those years that i want her by my side but she wasn't there. I really wanted to say this to her that time when i saw her laying on the floor with many blood in her dress. I don't want her to leave me. But why do i have the feeling that... that she'll leave me again.

"Mom please don't leave me" i manage to say that. I know that my voice sounds crack.
Its just that i dont want to let you go mom.

I suddenly feel something fell in my chick
A tear drop
My tears started to fall i tried to make it stop but the more i stop it the more it pours out
I could see that i really miss her now that i think about it just...

What's the reason why she leave me that time?! That time that i needed her the most. That time when i am so alone and nobody would talk to me. That time when i needed her help and to survive all those loneliness in me. That time when i am so scared that i know nothing beside what she tells me. How.. how could she leave me?!

And it all came to me i don't care about it the most important is
I will always love you mom no matter what happens

I'm really enjoying the time with her now. But suddenly
Everything is turning to black then when i saw it again...mom is disappearing.
No let me stay I want to stay
I couldn't do anything i have no strength at all. All the crying moments make me weak

I could bear it anymore this might be a dream but please let me stay here just for a little while cause i know for sure that this is just a dream.

As i woke up i quickly looked around still in my bed
Then i feel my tears. The tears is real but why can't mom be real.
I stand up and wear my gown yeah you heard it right a gown or should i say the sacrificial gown.
It is a long gown in white with glittery design in rose form. U can really say that its like a greek goddess dress but with modern design. This might be it it funny to think that you know when is your end usually no one knows when will they disapper, but in my case its really different because i know.

As the sun goes down i am slowly glowing to disappering well at least i'll get to see the sunset.

Farewell...