Chapter 42

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Whatever happened these past months have been affecting her. I was sure I made my distance and it was only now that I was able to be this near to her. I didn't made a move even though I was missing Hea badly. Everything that's happening right now is a surprise to me. I thought she never paid attention to me.

I held my breath while her lips are on mine. Her eyes are closed, her arms still wrapped around my neck.

She lets go of the kiss but not my body.

"Kiss me back you asshole," she demanded.

I am really amused at her attitude right now.

I've held back far too long. I don't even know if this is the right thing to do but I leaned in to kiss her anyway.

Now I can feel her soft lips on mine. How she moves, how she melts our lips together. This feeling is so exquisite.

She's taking in control and I don't even know what to do with my hands.

"Hea," I breathed when we parted for air.

As if she realized what she did, she pushed me back a little. I took that as a cue to create a space between us.

"I-I'm so sorry," she immediately sat up.

I closed my lips when I was about to say something.

Tell her how hurt I am by what she did. But I can't tell her that, I know I can't.

"That kiss was a mistake, it's okay," I nodded and left her alone in her room.

I walked away and never looked back, I shut the door behind me and as soon as the knob clicked, I squat on the floor. My head in between my hands while I try to calm my racing heart.

I won't deny that it didn't hurt me one bit because it did. It fucking hurts how she pushes me away again. How she looks at the kiss we shared as a mistake.

"That was.......... awkward,"

I heard a voice comment.

I looked up to see Yoongi hyung stairing down ate holding a pillow.

I immediately stood up and scratched my head.

"Hyung," I acknowledged his presence embarassingly.

Will he get mad because I kissed his  brother's girl?

"Next time, close the damn door Park Jimin," he commented.

"I'm sorry, I—"

"Shush, I don't need any nonsense right now. I already know what's going on," he lifted his free hand in the air to shut me up.

I lowered my head and can feel every inch of my body coiling away. As if I've done something too embarrassing.

"Jungkook will be fine dumbass, how can he even come punch you in the face?" he chuckled.

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