Even If I Die It's You

Chapter 6

Your POV

I walked home with Baekhyun after class. I really feel confused about what to do when I'm with him. He is a really gentle and kind hearted person. He is too good for me...I dont deserve his company.

I reached home and was doing some chores and prepared dinner . I had a long shower and was waiting for my sister to come .

My sister is my life ..She is the one who raised me after we lost our parents in an accident. My sister always made sure that I don't miss the feeling of being taken care of. She is like a mother and a father to me.  But I do break down sometimes. Apart from my sister I have Taehyung and Baekhyun with me.
We are childhood friends. They are always behind my back and keep a watch on me for my sister. I wouldn't have survived without them . I will always be grateful to them especially Baekhyun who's always there to help me and support me.
 
Baekhyun's  POV

It felt like the day went so fast....why don't I realize time ticking when I'm with her!!! I'm so dumb ..How can I think of hanging on to her when I know she won't have any deep feelings for me.

I reached home after dropping Y/N on my way.  As usual I went on to check on my mom since she has a hard time walking and moving around. She has been like this after my dad left with someone else. But she's fine enough to look after Chen and me . By the way where's Chen.
"Mom hasn't he returned from school yet? "
"He must be on his way Baek !! Don't worry, he's old enough to take care of himself... stop worrying about him and take care of yourself son !! "

I went to my room, took a shower and was thinking about today. I really feel exhausted and tired for no reason. I didn't do anything much though!! U
I heard footsteps on the stairs, knowing it was Chen I walked out of my room.
" Chen, how many times do I have to tell  you not to go for part time jobs...I can take care of both of you so just study well !! "
" But I want to help you hyung!! I know you have your own difficulties too ...can't you just let me be after all I'm earning for us right?? " ,he replied

I will never be able to stop him...
" whatever ....come lets have dinner"

Chanyeol 's  POV

I came back home after class. Since I live alone I went on to shower and then made dinner.
I was in my room thinking about my  Past.... being an orphan ..being with Jungkook...loosing  her .
I can't go further , my heart shatters everytime I think about it . It was  all my fault...because of me he  lost______aahhh why is it so hard  to forget!!!!!
Jungkook ...why are we always bumping into each other!! I don't want to live my life being a mess.

Jungkook's POV

After school I didn't head home....I  couldn't. Thinking of all that happened was shattering me. If it wasn't for Chanyeol  it wouldn't have happened but I could have still  helped her....It's all my fault . I just stood there when I could have saved her.
Why cant I run away from the past?? It's just becoming tougher when Chanyeol is here now!!
I just want someone to support me.... I can't survive with such pain but I can't trust anyone .... I just feel like avoiding everyone and everything!

Will there even be someone who can help me with my pain and sufferings!? Why would someone even do that!! I think my fate is to live like this in regret.....

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Hi readers, this chapter was to brief about everyone's feelings and their lives.
Hope you guys liked the fan fiction so far!!!