Even If I Die It's You

Chapter 12

NOTE: 

Jisoo's parts are written in ITALICS and Jungkook's in BOLD.

Jisoo's  POV 

I was having very less patients today compared to the other days. I was walking through the corridor when I bumped into him.       

" Jungkook !? ''

"Noona !?... how come you are here ..I mean you are a doctor here but you .... ".... Jungkook was out of words .

"Jungkook..... it's been a while right? Come lets talk outside. How are you? How's everything? Have you been alright.... Have you started continuing with your studies? Why are you here though? "

"Noona..... I'm doing fine. Calm down , I'll answer all your questions . Yeah... I'm going to the University close by. And my dad is not feeling well that's why I am here" 

"Oh....So you are getting better these days. Since you are going to the university close by you must have come across my sister right!? Now I get it.... she has been talking about you but not the person I was once familiar with. You have changed a lot according to what she described !"

"I'm so sorry ...How can I not have recognized Y/N ? Wait...so she is your sister and she has been talking about me? What has she told you ? "

We had a long conversation and caught up on everything that happened during the last one and half years. I was really happy to find him moving on. He asked me why Baekhyun was here.... I told him everything even though I wasn't supposed to. He was left astonished. Through our conversation I found that he was the one who saved my sister both the times. I was so grateful to him but also knowing that I felt bad since I wasn't able to save his only one. I was happy that he is there with my sister even though she doesn't know anything about who helps her. But not telling her about me knowing Jungkook is something she will be sad of.

It was getting late so he had to leave. He hugged me and told that he missed me a lot and doesn't want to lose in touch with each other again. I teared up hearing those words.

__Next Day__

Your  POV 

As usual Baekhyun came to pick me up. We walked to school and parted our ways to our respective classes . Baekhyun also asked me to meet him on the rooftop during the break and that too by myself and without Chanyeol and Taehyung. It wasn't the first time for me spending time with Baekhyun alone but I felt nervous. I went to class and found Jungkook  in his seat. I went and sat next to him since it was my seat. He greeted me with a warm smile which I didn't understand why. 

Time flew so fast and it was break already. I Chanyeol and Taehyung that I wanted to be alone. I aslo told them that Baekhyun had to talk to me about something. Taehyung gave me a wide smile hearing that. He whispered something to Chanyeol that left Chan surprised and worried.     **( Tae told that Baekhyun liked her....and tae was happy for them. But Chanyeol knew that Jungkook liked her too..which worried him ..since he didn't want Jungkook to have another loss  ) **

I went to the rooftop and Baekhyun was already there. He smiled at me and looked nervous.

"What is it Baek? What is it that you want to tell me? " 

" Y/N , Please don't make a sudden decision when I ask this .... It might be something you are not expecting but please don't hurt me with a rash answer... Promise me you will think about it and give me an answer tomorrow ... " He said.

"Baek you are making me nervous. I will never do anything that would hurt you. Don't worry you can ask me anything... I'll always be there for you "

" Y/N ..... It's been years since I wanted to tell you this. But I kept it in not wanting to spoil our friendship....... I like you , Y/N........ Will you please  let me be in your heart for a few weeks at least....It doesn't have to get complicated ...... Just bare it for some time... I just want to lift that weight off me.... Please!! "

"Baekhyun...... What do you mean... How can I ??? And why are you asking me to like you just for a few weeks?? ..... I don't get what you mean.... I.. .....I can't answer you now...Please give me some time ." 

I went home skipping classes.I really didn't expect that from him.... I do like him but not more than a close friend. But I also don't mind saying yes to him. There's nothing bad about him anyways.... 

Jungkook's  POV 

I didn't know how to react after  overhearing  what Baekhyun said to Y/N. My heart just dropped and I was left with a blank mind of mine.

I skipped my classes and went home early. I couldn't stop looking at her painting the whole day. I wouldn't be sad if she says yes to him ...But what will happen afterwards....It will hurt me more if something goes wrong and will affect her. A part of me wanted her to say No to him even though I knew she won't accept me either. After all , how can I afford to lose her when My life started to change slowly. She makes me forget my Past... I don't need my Pills anymore. Just thinking about her makes all my nightmares go and helps me sleep well. Am I going to lose her too ??

__Next week __

Baekhyun 's POV 

I had another appointment with the doctor yesterday . I couldn't sleep all night. 

I went to school alone since Y/N has been avoiding me ever since I confessed to her. Time went by fast and I went out to the rooftop during the break. I wasn't thinking straight. My mind was going haywire and Y/N hasn't answered me after all these days.  I climbed onto the wall wanting to leave this world forever. I wasn't going to last long anyways and was now feeling glad that she haven't answered . I took my last long breath and walked closer to the edge hoping to not be a burden for anyone anymore.................

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