That weirdo the beginning to last

Chapter 9: the only way to calm down

I hate when I don't wanna see the things that I don't want to see boys can be jerks especially Erik he was the one that hurt me but he's still likes to mess around everytime when he hurts me I run away and go somewhere to calm down it's the only way I can calm down fresh air thinking about peaceful things I just have to think peace if I don't I will never calm down it also helps me with my anxiety the only way to calm down is i run to a place where's there's no one around sit lean my head look up to the sky and just breath it's the only way sometimes I just wanna run away to somewhere calm peace I always wanted to be a mermaid people might say it's just a fairy tell but if they were real i would've been one and swim with the fishes everyday laughing smiling all day I would've been happy everyday if that happened to me I would've just think positive things