"Friends" since 4

Part:3 once again , broken....

Soon after we stop hugging we go to Taco Bell to celebrate we all talk and eat just then my phone starts buzzing like crazy my brothers are staring at me , confused Cash is doing Tik toks (bc he is a popular tik toker) I slowly look down at my phone there's all these Instagram , twitter , Snapchat , Facebook , and tik tok notifications i was surprised I slowly pick my phone up and click on on the first notification from a fan account called -MyLoverAmyaa12- it's a dm I read it in my head *hey! I'm so sorry to tell you this I know how much you love him....but Michael has a girlfriend.....again like I said I'm SO SORRY I didn't want to be the one to tell you this..* I think it's just a joke and then I click on ALL my notifications one by one and read them ALL they're all saying that Michael has a girlfriend I thought it was some sort of joke so I checked all michaels social media's and I saw the truth....he did have a girlfriend I felt tears fill my eyes I thought I was stupid because i was crying over a boy but I couldn't help it I liked him SO much if only he knew he would be so scared to come near me because I was so obsessed next thIs I knew my brothers were staring at me sad and confused I felt me face heat up from crying and it was hard to breathe I felt tears stream down my cheeks then my nose was running so I sniffed up all the running's (ew) and wiped my nose with my sleeve just then I got up and crawled over Cash I ran as fast as I could crying to the bathroom and I stood staring into the mirror crying I felt so stupid and weak for crying over some guy I mean he probably didn't even like me he just thought we were best friends like how we were but i liked him WAYY more than best friends soon I heard the door open and I saw a girl with black hair dark brown eyes and she had white skin (no racial) and had thin lips and was wearing A LOT of makeup just then I realized it was Kaelyn Wilkins 👇🏻

"OH! I'm so sorry!" She says after seeing me crying "n-no it's fine....!" I say politely she smiles at me and walked towards the mirror and puts on some lip gloss then we talk for a bit and she helps me get back into a good mood "OMG did you see the Dolan twins and cash baker?!" She says happily "yeah..." I say smirking evil like "whatttt.????" She says suspiciously "Cash is my best friend and the Dolan twins are my brothers along with Cameron as my sister!" I say smiling she looks at me , shocked "OMG REALLY?!" I smile "yep!" Then I grab a piece of paper and a pen out of my purse and write my number on it and hand it to her I hug her and walk out she smiles at me as I'm walking out I remember the whole Michael incident and I start bawling my eyes out again just being around Kaelyn makes me happy and forget about all my issues she is so happy and caring she is also VERY VERY welcoming I walk past my brothers and cash they were all talking they were so deep into their conversation that they didn't even notice me speed walk by as soon as I get out of the store my phone starts buzzing and I see an unknown number and I answer "hello?" I say "hi! It's kaelyn!" I smile in relief "oh that's right I gave you my number!" I say happily "well I called you so you can have my number and save it bye!" I smile "bye!" And we both hang up then I go into my recents and press her number then press -add new contact- and make her name (kaeyln 💕👌🏻) and I message her saying hi and that her number was saved then she left me on read which was good because I wasn't trying to have a conversation at that moment I walk down to the bus stop and wait while crying soon the bus pulls up I hop on along with a bunch of other people they all look at me concerned I just smile at them all as a sign as "I'm fine no need to worry" they all smile and nod and go back to minding their business once we get to my stop I start to walk off and I turn around while walking and everyone is waving bye to me I wave back and smile still crying when I get off I run up my driveway and open my door then shut and lock it I go straight to my room and make some Tik toks using this sound (you probably know what part I'm talking about all my fellow tik tokers)

When I post it about 2 minutes later my phone starts ringing and I see tik tok notifications I click on them they are all asking why I was crying and they knew why though so they stopped asking then I made some more and soon I heard the front door open while I was sitting on my bed still crying I had my AirPods in and I was listening to my fave song (only in the story but I also love this song irl but it's not my fave my fave irl is cleaning up by "lil windex")

I sit with my knees up to my head and my head is down and tears are dripping down onto my clothes I hear whispering and walking then I hear feet in front of my bedroom door and then I hear more whispering and then it all goes silent then I sniffle forgetting people are still there then I hear more whispering and it goes quiet and my door knob slowly turns and I hear my door open slowly and I hear footsteps slowly walk a couple steps and my door close then more steps and they get closer and closer and closer and I feel someone staring at me and I hear a faint whisper saying "Amyaa...?" it sounds familiar I peek through my arms and see blonde hair and blue eyes I instantly knew it was Cash I blush I think to myself do I like him?! No I can't!!! This is so embarrassing what if he sees me blushing?!?! Just then everything about Michael in my head gets replaced with cash I soon realized I liked him I cringed at myself I was blushing super hard when I felt a hand grab mine and I felt my bed sink in as if someone was sitting beside me I peek through my arms again and I see Cash his hand is in mine like this 👇🏻

Like I keep saying I feel my cheeks on fire with blush my eyes were red and wet I feel Cash take out my AirPods and he taps my shoulder with his other hand that isn't in mine I blush harder I think to myself again I can't like him!! What if he likes someone else or dates someone else like Michael?!?!?! And my tears get stronger to the point where I can't hold it in cashs grip on my hand gets tighter his hand is warm and comforting then he wraps his arm around me and I blush aboUt FREAKING 10 times harder he moves my hair and says "can you tell me what's wrong...?" In his caring sweet voice "m-Michael has a g-g-girlfriend I peek through my arms and Cash looks angry/sad "why is that bothering you...?" He says sadly "b-because I l-l-liked him....." I see cashs expression change he looks 10x sadder now and he looks kind of jealous I get sad and think to myself "he probably had a crush on his girlfriend...." I was cut off by cash's voice saying "it's fine..." he sounds jealous "people fall in love there's nothing you can do about it...." he says sadly then he puts his hand under my chin I try to push my face down so he doesn't see that I'm blushing really badly he chuckles and soon I get weak and can't hold my head down anymore as my head slowly goes up I look in my mirror I was DEFINITELY blushing is was SO obvious Cash faces me towards him and stares into my eyes I stare into his ocean eyes they're so beautiful I could drown in them if I stare too long I blush even more cash smirks and says "your blushinggg!" I blush even more and jerk my head down he smiles and I see his cheeks slowly turn red until he looks like a walking tomato I blush EVEN FREAKING MORE just then cash leans towards me......