It's been the longest two months of your life.
You don't know what day it is.
You don't know what the boys are doing.
You don't know if Yoongi's forgotten you?
Does he watch your daily videos?
You're always cold.
You always feel sick and seem to throw up randomly.
Your back aches.
Your wrists are now a giant raw wound.
Your hair itches.
Your bra and jeans are filthy.
Your stomach is swollen from lack of food.
You do nothing but sit on the kitchen chair and stare hopelessly out the window at the sea. Feeling your mind slip more and more every day. You're diet is so fucked up and your stress levels so high even your period doesn't want to show up. Even that's left you for dead and doesn't want to be around.You rest your greasy hair against the glass and listen to the wind blowing through the old single pain glass windows. You're not sure but it must be nearly autumn now right? The glass is starting to freeze up in the mornings and at night and it gets darker faster. You don't talk to the men that walk in and out but from what your tortured mind remembers there seem to be a lot, Jaehyun, Mark, Taeyong, Jisung, Jaemin, Jeno, Chittaphon, Jungwoo, Taeil, Donghyuck...
You don't remember the others but know there's more and your evil captors who keep you here alter everyday, the only faces that stay the same are Jaehyun and Mark, at least one of those two is always here. Your stomach grumbles and you feel sick, mainly because it's always empty.
"I'm going to s-sleep." You stutter as you wobble up to the damn cold bed feeling dizzy like you're about to pass out. The lack of food is playing havoc with your body and you can't even steady yourself with your bound hands so you have to stop midway up the stairs and rest your head against the wall till you feel you can carry on.Yoongi's pov.
It's become painful for everyone involved. Every day they all crowd the monitor and every day Yoongi gets madder and madder. It's becoming impossible for people to be around him. After today's video he was about to lose it all together.Five
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"So Yn. What words of devotion do you want to say to daddy today?" Jaehyun asks as he crouches by the bed that Yn is lying on weak and exhausted. She starts to well up and for the first time in months, she speaks properly through chattering teeth.
"Y-Yoongi? I don't k-know if you even watch these anymore...b-but I hope you haven't f-forgotten about me! I h-haven't forgotten about you and the b-boys. I f-feel like I'm slowly going m-mad being t-trapped here. It's c-cold, and I'm t-tired and I want to die. I w-want to give up Yoongi." And she bursts into tears hysterically and continues as best she can and it's heart breaking to watch for all of them. She's very cold, very tired and very desperate and she really does look like she's dying as she sobs uncontrollably. Heaves wracking her body.
"I want to g-give up Yoongi! I'm always sick, and I h-hurt, I'm tired, I'm cold, I'm hungry and I feel like I'm d-dying. I r-really miss you and incase i d-don't see you again, I really do l-love you, and the b-boys-" And they all watch heart broken as she can't continue for tears and sobs controlling her body and Jaehyun sticks his foot into her swollen stomach and pushes her back and forth as she wails while he talks to the camera filming her.
"She's getting desperate Yoongi. I don't want to kill her but she'll die soon if you don't hurry. She's losing her mind. Just think, she's in the perfect place, I can lay her to rest with the fishies and wildlife she's come to love so much while being here. I always did love it here as a kid Yoongi and now she can love it too. For the rest of her dead decaying days." He spits before the video stops.
There's silence until Yoongi breaks down into tears and hides his face in his hands and cries uncontrollably and Jin wraps his arms around him as they all cry quietly over the girl that has become like a baby sister.
"Look what I've done Jin! She's fucking dying and losing her mind and if I'd have let her go that day, she'd still be playing happy families with her parents! What the fuck have I done? I was selfish and kept her here and loved her but look what that's done to her!"
He bawls as he gestures to screen with a still of Yn being nudged in the stomach by Jaehyuns foot.
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