Assassin|xxxtentacion

sixteen

Angel P.O.V

I handed Jahseh my notebook turned to a page with a song titled 'bitches broken hearts.' He then handed me one called 'revenge', it seemed interesting so I began to read the lyrics:

I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart
And you thought that I would let it go, and let you walk
Well, broken hearts break bones, so break up fast
And I don't wanna let it go, so in my grave I'll rot
I've dug two graves for us, my dear
Can't pretend that I was perfect, leaving you in fear
Oh man, what a world, the things I hear
If I could act on my revenge, then, oh, would I?
Some kill, some steal, some break your heart...

The lyrics to this are so put together and it leaves you thinking about what the deeper meaning behind the song is. I read over these words in awe and respect.

Jahseh P.O.V

Once I gave my notebook I began to read hers, since she is an artist I automatically know that it will amazing. As I began I set my mindset to open and understanding, so maybe I will be able to find out what the songs about.

You can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not there
You can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not thereWhat is it you want?
You can lie but I know that you're not fine (oh yeah)
Every time you talk
You talk 'bout me but you swear I'm not on your mindYou can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not thereEverybody knows
You and I are suicidal stolen art (oh yeah)
Pretty moments sews
Stitches into all your bitches broken heartsYou can pretend you don't miss me (me)
You can pretend you don't care
All you wanna do is kiss me (me)
Oh what a shame I'm not thereSomebody new
Is gonna comfort you
Like you want me to
Somebody new
Is gonna comfort me
Like you never doEvery now and then it hits me
That I'm the one that got away
But I guess being lonely fits me
And you were made for begging, stay

As I read it I could imagine her singing it her voice would sound so angelic and pure. All of her music is so beautiful and I can't wait to listen to it when it's recorded. I looked over at her and she was smiling just like me.

"So what'd you think about it", I asked her looking at the ground. "It was amazing, you really need to make music, I mean your an amazing lyricist for your age," she said.

"Can you rap a part of it please," she begged me. "Fine", I rolled my eyes and grabbed the notebook and began to sing a few lines. When I finished she looked at me as a tear rolled down her eye. wtf??

"Why you crying," I asked as I whipped the tear off her face. "I'm not sad, these are tears of anger," she said.

"I'm mad for two reasons 1) while you were rapping I noticed that there was emotion behind it and it's like someone hurt you 2)Because for some reason you remind me of a guy that Anthony would bring around and that dude did some shit to me," she said.

"Wait, what did the dude look like," I asked. "He was kind of dark skin, he had dreads, and for some reason, your voices sound somewhat similar of course his is deeper but still," she responded.

Wait is she talking about my dad, wait no Cleo told me that he died when I was 2, he did some shit to Angel, He must really want to die. "Wait was his name, Dwayne?" I asked hoping I thought wrong.

"Oh yeah how'd you know", she asked. "He's my dad", I confessed. She stopped what she was doing and just looked at me like she needs an explanation. "My mom told me that he died when I was 2 years old, and if he hurt you I'm sorry," I said looking down.

"do not apologize for him, and I'm sorry he left you"