Ch. 1

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                           Brooklyn's Pov

Looking out the window of the plane I felt like my entire life was slipping away right before my eyes.

I don't understand why I have to move, now of all times. It's my senior year & now my mom decides she wants me to have a "better life".

She doesn't understand that my life is already fucked up, there's no fixing anymore.

I'm the only child, so it's not like she's doing this for my siblings or anything. No she's doing this for herself.  She wants to move for her own benefit.

She doesn't care that I'm leaving my best friends & my boyfriend .

She's just selfish.

I put in my headphones trying to not think about the negatives of this.

I tried to think positive but I can't. I just can't.

What if the people at my school hate me. What if people think I'm weird. I'm anti social and I'm not gonna be able to talk to people when they talk to me.

If I don't talk though, will they think I'm deaf or something. Maybe? Idk.

"Calm down" my mom took my hand.

I didn't even notice I was shaking. Which happens a lot when I'm nervous or just outta nowhere.

I took a deep breathe and smiled at my mom.

Even though she's doing this selfish thing, she has a kind heart & I love her.

I need to go to sleep though, that's the only thing that's gonna help me not think about this.

- 2 hrs later.

"Wake up wake up we're here" my mom shook me lightly.

I groaned, she seems so happy about this. I'm gonna try and be happy too but only for her.

After we got off the plane, a driver was waiting for us. He took our bags and put them into the trunk of his car & we got in.

My mom told him the address of our new house and he started driving.

"This is gonna be so exciting" my mom smiled.

I just didn't say anything, I looked out the window.

Only person on my mind was Chris. I've been with him for 2 years and now I just up and left him.

I wonder if he's thinking about me right now.

"Brooklyn" my mom said interrupting my thoughts.

"Yes mom" I said dryly.

"Here you didn't take your meds today", she said lowly handing me a pill.

I just took it down dry and scrunched up my face because of the taste.

My mom laughed at my facial expression & I just mean mugged her.

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