{Voteeeee}
Brooklyn's pov
I quickly wiped the tear from my face as the razor went deeper into my skin.
After I was done I just stared at what I had done. Now I have 13 cut on my left arm. I just walked out of my bathroom and sat down on the bed .
Staring into space, my mind went blank. The only thing I could feel was the cuts burning. On the inside, I felt nothing.
I was snapped back into reality by my mother walking into the room. I quickly pulled my sleeve down.
"Hey are you okay" she asked sitting next to me.
"Yeah I'm fine" I managed to put on a fake smile.
"I know your sad because of Chris but.." I slowly stopped listening to her soon as she brought up his name.
I just stared off into space once again, but this time thoughts filled my head.
I bet Chris is probably not even thinking about me right now. He's probably with some new girl and he probably doesn't care about me anymore.
"I love you" my mom said making me tune back in.
"I love you too" I said back.
She smiled at me before walking out the room. Once she was gone I got under the covers and just laid there.
- Later in the day .
Monteros pov
I rubbed my head in pain. My head was pounding from not going to sleep.
Lately I haven't been sleeping at all.
I've just been in this zone to focus on music and social media.
"See this is why you should go to sleep" my dad said shaking his head.
I just mean mugged him.
I got up outta my seat in the kitchen and walked up to my room. Opening my laptop going back to the online beat store i was one before.
The guy had posted a few new ones, so I was listening to them.
I looked up at my window curious to why, I haven't seen Brooklyn at school in like 2 days.
I was about to take out my phone to text her when I saw her walk outta her bathroom with a towel around her body.
I didn't mean to stare but I was. She is just so pretty to me and on top of that she's thick.
I was about to look away when I saw her look at me. We just stared at each other for a min, which is weird cuz she usually looks away when I stare at her.
Her eyes looked red asl too, maybe she's high.
I just looked away cuz that shit was getting awkward.
I started listening back to the beats when I came across this country type beat. It caught me off guard by how good it was. I bought it for a good price and closed my computer.
Ion even think imma use that.
I was about to finally go to sleep, when I felt my phone vibrate in the back of my pocket.
Brooklynnn 😋: Come over
Me: Ight.
Why is this little girl asking me to come over at 12 at night. People only text ppl at this time for a booty call and I mean if that's what she on then you know I'm down.
I quickly made my way downstairs and walked outta the front door. My dad can't really say nothing to me about leaving since I'm 18.
Once I got over to her house I knocked on the door and she opened it quickly.
"Shhh be quiet if my mom find out you here she'll probably be mad" she said letting me in.
We both made out way up her stairs quitely and once we got to her room she locked the door.
"You smoke" she asked pulling out some backwoods from her dresser and a lil baggie of weed.
"Not really but I'll smoke wit you" i shrugged.
She sat down on the bed next to me and started to roll up.
"Are you okay" i questioned. Her vibe seemed off.
"I'm okay" she shrugged. I can tell shes lying.
"Lying assss tell me wats wrong" I said laying back on the bed.
"It's nun" she said licking the blunt.
I grabbed her remote and turned on her tv.
"I can tell somethings wrong wit you bro. Just tell me"
She sighed, "niggas just ain't shit" she said laying next to me.
She grabbed her lighter off the night stand and started to light it.
"Awe it's that nigga Chris you told me about"
She just nodded slowly. You could tell she was crying her eyes looked really puffy.
She took a few puffs of the blunt and then passed it to me.
"It's gonna be okay. Everything happens for a reason and I know right now it seems like there's no reason in this but your gonna get through it" I said taking a hit.
She just nodded and watched the tv show that was on .
Since it was so late, they were playing fresh prince reruns.
"I know I talk a lotta shit but your actually beautiful" I said handing her back the blunt.
I saw a lil smile form on her face.
"You ever been in love" she asked.
"Yea once" I looked down. I really didn't like talking about it.
"How was it" she asked handing me it back.
"It was great. At first, in the beginning she was great. We talked everyday and she would tell me how much she cared about me all the time and she really made me believe that she loved me. But as time went on she started staying out all the time and never would tell me where she was going. She would never call or text me until like 6 in the morning & she even broke up me once and even after that I took her back because I just think that's what love is. You take back the person if they made a mistake because you care about them so much but I had to let her go because she started cheating real bad.." I paused.
"That shit hurted" I said taking a big puff .
{ A/N - That actually is what happened to me 🤕. Fuck niggas period}
"Awe I'm sorry" she said.
"If that was me I wouldn't have did that to you" I heard her say underneath her breath.
I looked at her for a minute and she looked back. She looks really good right now.
Her lips look really soft, but I don't think she would want me to kiss her. Not after what she going through right now. I'm not gonna take advantage of her. Thats not the type of nigga I am, so I looked back at the tv.
After we got done smoking, we both fell asleep watching fresh prince.
When the morning came I had to hurry up and leave out before her mom woke up.
Immastealyourclout
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