Chapter 5

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   I wake up to my alarm going off telling me to get ready for school I and so damn ready to be 18 and be on my own making my own decisions and not being told what to do not feeling depressed and like no one likes me i still haven't told Carter that I like him it's just that i'm scared of rejection i just don't want to lose him after losing so many people i just can't lose anyone anymore. I get dressed for school and make sure my sister is up then walk to the school i hate so much i'm so glad i'm a junior one more year i always tell myself one more year till you wont have to worry about anyone but yourself until you are ready it's what keeps me going along with my two best friends.

I get to school and get on snapchat and see I have a snapchat from carter

Carter- Hey Riles can I tell you something?

Riley- Sure Carter what's up?

Carter- Um this is hard to say but I'm gonna just take a huge risk by saying this but I really like you and I don't mean in a friend kind of way I mean I like you more than a friend.

(oh crap he feels the same way I feel oh crap)

Carter- Hey Riley U ok?

Riley- oh yeah sorry I was gonna say the same thing to you I feel the exact same.

I put my phone away because the bell was about to ring and I had a big smile on my face knowing he felt the same way was amazing I thought I would never be able to tell him but since he told me first I am extremely happy that I know he's like me the same the whole time.

I go to my next class and luckily I only have three classes today so i can go home even though it's not much better their either. I go to chemistry class the class i hate because one it's boring and two because I don't understand it.


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