Eremika holiday

Keep running #21

--Time skip--

Well that movie was dog crap. What was it again, captain marvellous or something like that. I'm not really sure, but i don't really know what i expected in the first place. To be honest, i don't really like movies in general since a lot of them make stupid choices just to make the story more dramatic - But i guess that may be the point of the movie. I ALSO, didn't manage to further my friendship with any of them. We just sat in silence the whole time while some stupid people behind us took selfies or something with their god damn flash on. WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT IN A CINEMA. If it wasn't for Mikasa i would've stood up and started screaming at them. Like i can handle 2 or 3 times, BUT NOT FOR THE WHOLE MOVIE. In one of scenes, something really sad happened, I don't remember what, but the people behind us starting watching some stupid Thomas the tank engine you tube videos. Like, IF YOU GET BORED OF THE MOVIE YOU CAN JUST LEAVE FOR GOD SAKE. But now that's over and we're leaving the cinema. On our way out a girl beside me dropped a $20 bill on the ground and didn't notice. Now as much as i could buy with that, i'm not THAT mean. If it was you, would you really have the heart to just take it and leave. If you said 'yes', you're a bad person and that's whats great about you ;3 . But anyway i picked up after a sigh and said

"Excuse me, you dropped this." Which she continued to then turn around with her friend and look at me. She was around the same height as Mikasa, a bit taller, brown hair, blue eyes, pale skin, and her friend was basically the same just brown eyes and a different face.

"Oh, uh, thanks a lot." She said after a small stumble of words. I start to realise that is a girl i'm talking to and my mind goes blank for a tiny bit. No. I need to look cool, so i reply with the best thing i can think of.

"You're welcome....." AW YEAH I'M SO COOL. DID U SEE ME! I'm too good. I turn around and even see a bit of a blush in the corner of my eye. Hell yeah! I did something! I start to catch up to the friend group that has left me, but i see Mikasa standing there looking at me and the girl, waiting. Please don't get the wrong idea.

"What happened?" She asks with crossed arms. Is she mad?

"She just dropped some money. Where is everyone else?" I asked as i follow Mikasa down the stairs of the cinema.

"They went down to get a table in wagamama's." She replies.

"Waga- whats that?" I say with a bit of a chuckle. Who names a restaurant wag-a-mama?!

" Its a thai restaurant place. Don't laugh, you're making me laugh!" She says trying to hold back her laughter. The night sky glitters through the window. We continue to walk down with an odd silence which i try to break.

"So what did you think of the movie?" I ask as she looks towards me, her hair covering her left eye. She pushes it back and replies with

"eh, i mean i can understand if someone was to like it-

"It was shit"

"Yeah it was shit..." She continues. We laugh off our annoyance that we spent 20$ on a ticket to watch some crappy movie, until we get to a blockage. The stairs are blocked because of some stupid building work.

"Welp, i guess we have to take the elevator." I say as i glance over at it.

"Ya know, you're the first and only person i have ever seen that says 'welp'."

"What can i say, i'm unique." I reply with a small shrug and a grin. She looks down after a small silence and then says something which throws me off a bit.

"He....Yeah you are." She mumbles, looking at the ground. Damn, i wouldn't think she'd agree. Usually she'd just call me a dumbass and punch me or something. until we get into the restaurant and see everyone else waving at us. So in my effort to break the awkward silence that occurs after her statement, i try and think of something to say, but nothing comes to mind. To be honest, i want to, kinda, keep this moment going. So i gamble my whole friendship, right there.

"Not as ....unique..... as you." I say staring at her. She looks up and our eyes lock. Her dark grey eyes, gazing at mine. Finally i see them as clear as can be. Her eyes glisten in the moonlight as i feel her warm breath gently hit my face. Her cheeks are a faint pink, and her hair is brushed to the side of her face.

*ding dong* The elevator opens as we fall back to reality. I quickly turn my face away and cough, my mind filled with thought about what to do right now - Ill have time later to decrypt what just happened, right now i need to focus on my actions right now. But i cant help to think what was that. Her face slowly falls down to the ground, in almost a sadness. We stroll into the empty elevator alone. Its only 3 floors down.... BUT WHAT WAS THAT!

Why did i turn away. That was the moment to kiss her! I cant believe that happened. The picture of her face so close to mine is still stuck in my head. I glance over at her as she stares at the ground, mouth closed, frowning. No! I need to save this, what do i do. If it ends like this, she'll think i don't like her, which i don't, but i don't want her to think that, because i still want her. But, but..... I DON'T KNOW! My confusion envelopes me until i realise there is only one way to salvation. I look over to her, grab her shoulders and kiss her. I bring her close to me, my huge arms wrapping around her back. I want her closer, her warmth fills me with joy as her arms are rigid. Her soft lips touch mine as i squeeze my eyes shut, scared to look at her reaction. A warm, energy filled spasm flows through my body as if I've just reached enlightenment. AA few seconds pass and she doesn't move. Is she okay? I slowly open my eyes, lips still interlocked, and to my surprise her eyes are closed, calm. She's not surprised, scared, angry, sad, she seems to be overjoyed. I didn't think it was possible but more happiness enters my body, i feel like im about to explode with all the joy that's inside me. Wait no! Our kiss ends on a dramatic note of me pushing her back by the shoulders. Her eyes are filled with surprise, as i mumble "I'm sorry" as i run away. Why did i do that?! She didn't allow me, i just took advantage of her sadness. What kind of person am I?! She has jean!! I just got here, and i'm trying to steal a girl i have just met, from a guy i just met. Its over, our friendship is over. She is not going to talk to me anymore. Ill have to apologise properly tomorrow. For now, i need to get back home in bed. I cant believe i just did that. I keep running. DO YOU THINK I CARE IF I'M OUT OF BREATH RIGHT NOW. Keep running. Why did i do that?! Keep running. She has a boyfriend! Never mind that, just keep....keep running....