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Well...

We kissed..

I don't know what to say.

Why did we kiss?

I just..

I don't know.

I think, It wasn't good idea..

We were drunk...                                      (I was drunk for the first time)

You told me, you like me..

And I was quiet..

Then you kissed me again.

And I carried on..

It wasn't like in the book or something..

I didn't feel butterflies in my stomach or fireworks in my head...                        (That came later)

It was just kiss for me..

My first kiss.

I think I don't love you...

But when you told me , you don't feel like we should date, 

I felt broken and sad..

So do I love you or not?

I REALLY DON'T KNOW...

I'm sick of this..

Once you say, you love me and then you say, you don't want me..

I'm confused..

I...

I just don't know...

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